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Topic: Jelly's Beans II
JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:25 AM
Stockade Waiting with eager anticipation I listen for his footfalls Closer they come with my trepidation Drawn by my impatient calls Blinded by my secluded need I strive for my release Only to be reigned instead of freed Making me beg with a fervent please Gagged for my costly whim It's my desires that he stole Binding pulling at every limb I struggle to find some control Heightened awareness and sensations soar I quiver at a single thought Fear and faith intertwine once more As I completely give in to being caught

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:26 AM
words of circles words of circles he doth speak around and around as he peeks my curiosity he doth catch with his coyness i can only match never outwit he doth appear in my dreams thoughts do sear toy with me he doth portray and there within my tumult lay

jbaby25 Joined Sat 08/05/06 Posts: 27	Mon 01/14/08 08:26 AM
This is really awesome. I swear the words here are the feelings in my heart. You put this together amazingly!!!

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:27 AM
The Oak Swaying in the wind I stand alone Mighty Fierce And bold You cannot find another As beautiful as I Twisted curves Sturdy armor With a misted grace I’m sure a charmer Watching the years come around With their impact so profound I’m delighted by the summer breeze I’m aggravated by the fall of leaves Yet my roots bind me to the ground At this home that I’ve found And even though I’m sadden by the blizzard’s grace I perk right up with the spring’s retrace Fruitful pride Powerful meaning With a soft air I can be deceiving You cannot find another As beautiful as I Swaying in the wind I stand true Faithful Committed And in tune

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:27 AM
let me be belligerent is the darkness of he dismissing my brittle heart stomping every piece of me tearing my whole world apart aching is all the pain i see burden dodged on a broken dart i just want to be let be forever since that first moment start

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:28 AM
Bad Luck Kitty I vacuum my carpet every day Yet my kitty always wants to play So I chase her with my Kirby bag-less And catch her tail to hear her hiss. When the tail gets all tangled and twisted I hit the reverse and laugh till I’m misted She runs outside and tries to hide But all I hear are her fevering cries Low and behold the Craftsman is coming Bearing down with its loud humming Poor kitty got squished under the deck Chopped up fine and spit out in flecks Now bad luck kitty comes back to haunt me Anytime I go on a cleaning spree

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:28 AM
My mother, my friend, my beacon my ship sailed free drifting far and wide following the current going with the tide selfishly listening only to me mislaid in the seas i was wayward bound looking for my path hoping it be found eager to choose which to seize my beacon shone bright bringing me home safely guiding my wondering soul through the dead night she stood tall and she stood proud always available this she had vowed ready for my inevitable fall now the light’s waned the lighthouse stands vacant i’m lost once more my cries turn blatant my cheeks grow stained my solitude weakens slowly i mend my mother my friend my beacon

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:28 AM Edited by JellyBelly182 on Mon 01/14/08 08:29 AM
The Destroyer Am I His eyes died that fateful night Saw right through my wilted fright Saw right through my empty soul Saw the dark eating me whole Disappointment crossed his angry face His wrath I finally can’t misplace Tortured by my wrong decisions A lonely existence in his derision Why do I feel the need to destruct? How could I let myself obstruct? His own happiness and dreams They lay at the periphery seams And I swoop in with all my schemes To destroy the smiles as they gleam Why do I feel the need to destruct? How could I let myself obstruct?

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:29 AM
the ride movements fluid balance measured the bull bucks heavy thighs tighten adrenaline rushes the bull bucks heavy desire strengthens spirits soar the bull bucks heavy body flying emotions jumble the bull bucks heavy the earth comes unyielding as the bull bucks heavy

TxsGal3333 Joined Tue 09/05/06 Posts: 76467	Mon 01/14/08 08:30 AM
Bittersweet Creeping in the back of my mind Harmful thoughts you will find Wonder if bliss can be mine Or should I let it go for time My daughter means the world to me And in her eyes you will see That two are better if it can be Happier for her and her big needs So I ponder my own troubled woe Should I stick with my heart’s foe? Misery and ache from head to toe Just to see her eyes aglow? Or should I be selfish and follow my heart Bring to light a brand new start One I want and wish not part Why does happiness taste so tart? Awesome loved them all but this one I know to well: I raised my two kids for 16 years my choice to live alone during that time even tho I dated no one ever lived with me for I felt they came first. Now they are grown and even tho I know due to my choices it most likely cost me a love or two. But as I sit here today and look back I would do it all over again. My two kids are grown 23 & 25 and well adjusted we are very close. So in the end it was worth the time alone. Now its my time I feel as if I can move on and really put the time with another.

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:30 AM
Absolutely wonderful! thank you.

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:34 AM
Awesome loved them all but this one I know to well: I raised my two kids for 16 years my choice to live alone during that time even tho I dated no one ever lived with me for I felt they came first. Now they are grown and even tho I know due to my choices it most likely cost me a love or two. But as I sit here today and look back I would do it all over again. My two kids are grown 23 & 25 and well adjusted we are very close. So in the end it was worth the time alone. Now its my time I feel as if I can move on and really put the time with another. I'm glad things worked out for you. Hard sometimes to know if you're making the right choices or not. And thank you for posting.

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 08:35 AM
This is really awesome. I swear the words here are the feelings in my heart. You put this together amazingly!!! Thank you again.

jbaby25 Joined Sat 08/05/06 Posts: 27	Mon 01/14/08 08:45 AM
Bad Luck Kitty I vacuum my carpet every day Yet my kitty always wants to play So I chase her with my Kirby bag-less And catch her tail to hear her hiss. When the tail gets all tangled and twisted I hit the reverse and laugh till I’m misted She runs outside and tries to hide But all I hear are her fevering cries Low and behold the Craftsman is coming Bearing down with its loud humming Poor kitty got squished under the deck Chopped up fine and spit out in flecks Now bad luck kitty comes back to haunt me Anytime I go on a cleaning spree This is really funny! You have serious talent here! I have really enjoyed reading your words! XOXOXO ~J~

kc0003 Joined Fri 05/11/07 Posts: 26382	Mon 01/14/08 10:28 AM
Oh jb A nice collection of words And even a couple I have missed It has been such a treat sharing thoughts with you; I think we have both come a long way. Yet still so far to travel… Here is to the continued growth and understanding….

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Mon 01/14/08 10:50 AM
Oh jb A nice collection of words And even a couple I have missed It has been such a treat sharing thoughts with you; I think we have both come a long way. Yet still so far to travel… Here is to the continued growth and understanding…. Thank you kc

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Sun 01/20/08 10:05 AM
The Soldier Hardwired in time The clock spins still From news abroad Filtered through the mill They say God is thy Sheppard And if it is true I’ll pray to him nightly To make a leader out of you So you can guide the tormented To their fated serene And I can once again find you After my heart forever bleeds

JellyBelly182 Joined Mon 08/27/07 Posts: 2773	Sun 01/20/08 10:05 AM
Embarrassments Forgotten unconscious thoughts Buried broken in my mind Perched into the misplaced heart Of sadly sweet unbending time Colored with callous memories And tempered by dark tears The numbness sets in steady Severing my rigid layered fears But as the fragments set to thaw Tempered with abounding light Their inevitable hard resilience Stoles through the misguided night Finding my ravaged thoughts once more Uninvited with their evil guilt I look to destroy its mockery and laughter Where deeply it has settled and built

kc0003 Joined Fri 05/11/07 Posts: 26382	Sun 01/20/08 10:19 AM Edited by kc0003 on Sun 01/20/08 10:42 AM
keep it up jb touching and insightful i liked them both

Noden Joined Mon 06/11/07 Posts: 5050	Sun 01/20/08 11:13 AM
Ahem, pardom me, but may I say I have read your amazing collections of heart felt poems and most have inspired me in great delight to see all your beautiful words flowing right from your spirit to the page, thank you so much for sharing all of these...