i guess i know whats going on..ever since i let my german temper flair up on jsh,when people see a post sent by me..or by other's with the last post sent in by me..the letters stop.

and that's fine..

i felt a need to explain.
although i still have no idea what semiloco said to a chosen few,and even with everything that he had on his mind conserning his lady friend stephanie..he still took the time to realize that what he said was wrong,and sent out a heart-felt opology..making me KNOW,that he is a descent man.
only to be greeted by onslaughts

i found this to be very cold and unforgiving..
but men can turn a shoulder when he is barraged by unforgivness..

what got me was when poor stephanie herself was be-littled by some ruthless remark..we were talking about a woman in a time of utmost mortal crisis.
that what was the real reason for my outburst...

i am not asking for forgiveness over this...because if i was then it would only seem that my anger was unjustified.

and only a fool would think otherwise..

it's just a simple explaination..
in closing i was referring only to the ones who were ruthless to him and stephanie..not the many who were on his side durring the post..needless to say that this goes without saying..

be well.
kol...

well u tried all u cant do

i miss all the drama..thank god.

truth is now is that im conserned about ruining others's meaningful posts..if i replie to one,and people see my name on the bottom of a post..will they answer..

it's hard to believe that ihave become unwelcomed here now..simply for trying to defend a woman's right not to be verbally assulted in her time of need..

i should have chosen my words more carefully.

To whom it may concern, even to the ones who don't care....
I have been talking/chatting with Kol for about a week now. Before actually contacting him...I took the time to read his profile, and yes , most of us portray ourselves as the most decent, loving, fun, caring human beings...Probably why we end up on the site...
One of his personality traits was R.E.S.P.E.C.T.Maybe because I am older, or I choose to believe simply because it is me, I happen to value RESPECT, towards myself and others.
This man knows the meaning of RESPECT, and CARE.
I understand that he is being snubbed by the "in" crowd on the forums, for coming to the defense of a Lady that is paralyzed and in a wheel chair.
What is wrong with this picture?
Are we so vain, some of us anyway, that we beat on the defenseless now? What happened to caring? to decency?

And yes, I am new to JSH,I have met a couple of nice people there, including Kol I took his advice and went on some of the forums By no means am I trying to get people angry...But if it happens, so be it, IF THIS IS A PLACE TO MEET "good" people, then by all means, show yourselves now...

okay..now here's one that i never expected..it's great to have someone in your corner who understands why i said what i said,,

all my thanks lovely lady

kol..

and a great big thanks to miss indnprncs as well for thinking i was right to so too...