Topic: The magic begins to die.
infectious_witch's photo
Fri 01/11/08 12:48 PM
I miss my youth. I really do.
Sure, my childhood was not a happy one due to my depression and anxiety problems... but I still miss it greatly.

Can you remember when everything was magical, mysterious, and wonderful? Can you remember how that felt?

Seems my roommate and I are both mourning over the loss of our youth. A part of my youth will always be with me, but it's come to the point where I feel that the majority of what made my youth so magical is now leaving me.

It's funny how time flies.

So now I am left with adult decisions.
What am I going to do with my life?
Where do I see myself in the next year?
Do I want to get married in the future?

Though some of these decisions are a little trivial, it seems that's all I have to look forward to.
It is sad to think that way.

I can only hope that as I get older, I will always still have a little piece of that magic inside of me.

madamx7316's photo
Fri 01/11/08 12:49 PM
ive not been happy either about getting older!

WOWCANDYKISSES's photo
Fri 01/11/08 12:51 PM
Me too...:cry: I am almost 30 and single!!!:cry: :cry: :cry:

robinlynn42's photo
Fri 01/11/08 12:59 PM
i never gave up on childhood. i know what is important rent,phone.elec. food,needed things.

but i also like my cartoons and watching b horror movies.

u just have to know where the line is.

hunter870's photo
Fri 01/11/08 01:00 PM
Hay all,Life is what you make of it and your the who has to have the spirit to do it,just remember how you were as a kid and its still inside you.You just have to let it out and enjoy life.

infectious_witch's photo
Fri 01/11/08 01:01 PM

Hay all,Life is what you make of it and your the who has to have the spirit to do it,just remember how you were as a kid and its still inside you.You just have to let it out and enjoy life.


I suppose you are right.
But there is something else. There is something that really made my childhood liberating. I've not found it.
I hope I do.

Shaden's photo
Fri 01/11/08 05:00 PM
I keep my inner child. Maybe finding a hobby that really thrills you will bring some of those memories back.

IAreRei's photo
Fri 01/11/08 05:12 PM
I'm still a child pretty much but sometimes face adult-like situations.

I will admit though that I have a bit of fearing of growing old and not being as young and spontaneous as I am now

willy_cents's photo
Fri 01/11/08 05:17 PM
I am just a kid stuck in a fifty year old body. It is all about outlook. If you enjoyed it, whatever it was, when you were a kid, why can you not enjoy it now? Because it is childish or juvenile? By whose judgement? I don't give a rats *** about others judgements, I live only by my own judgements, tempered, of course by maturity.