I want to write this and get some answers
Why is it so hard to find a good partner?

Im typing my story below...

I've never been asked on dates my whole life up until now. I assume its because darker skinned women are seen as less worthy than a fare skin woman (I know this is true because in the past in elementary-middle school, I was teased for being the darkest out the bunch, name calling, racial slurs from my own race/others). That lead me to stay quiet and silent for years. I distanced myself from everybody till this day I can never understand why I was picked on all the time. I stayed to myself didn't bother anyone. sometimes I feel stuck in a dark hole at times because of this.

Moving forward there has been multiple incidents that have happened to me or where my presence made someone do/say something because I'm black. I would expect things to be better these days but things seems the same (would moving to a different state (I'm in Marin, CA) be a better route?). (Let me know which state is the least racist?) The end

Hi Zyann

Hope you don’t mind but I peeked at your profile . Your writeup is very intense!!!! It does little to let you shine .

There is nothing wrong with being direct and clear about the type of man you seek , however the main focus should be on you and what is attractive /interesting about you .

Personally I have zero tolerance for racism . Don’t give anyone such power over you . Believe in yourself , your worth and your beauty xox

I have girlfriend before you know she not get money for you she can't come to you never she come to me with out asking money why lady's you only want money

I never said anything about money. You're off topic with that comment. How do you know if women just want money?