A symphonic disaster
I need a new caster to mold me into something a new
When gray clouds and shadows haunt every aspect
And all words meanings become misconstrued
Feelings unrelenting
Sorry just felt like venting
And get some unneeded luggage to dissipate
Not really looking for anyone that wants to relate
Sometimes demons just take over
And there isn't a tree for us to hide under
Heart almost escaped but the filters gave up and then the shadows flanked it
Still sittng by the river without being able to reach the other enbankment
Passers by laugh and taunt
Takes quite a bit of restraint
Not to lash out and drop down in the hole that they live within
Why should I go dwell there thats where I once had to begin
Something must give or walls shall grow stronger
Not sure if my heart can take all of this much longer
Casting away shadows can take such a tole
But i can feel them , eating away at my very soul

stop tryings so hard hun...give your heart a chance to heal...