i dont often get to tell you just how much i care
with working crazy hours, im not always there
i miss your giggles, and that great big smile
i miss the moments when we layed on the couch just to cuddle
i miss your bad behavior, and your michevious ways
i miss how you get excited on "our" special days

son you're getting so big now, and it seems like time is passing me by
i often sit on your bed in the wee hours of the morning, reliving shared memories, as i begin to cry

we've been through so much together, you've always been right there to say mommy we'll be ok
i guess i never thought it would be like this, i wish we could get back time, if even for a day

i hope you know that mommy loves you more than words could ever begin to explain
its a never ending love, but often filled with regrets and pain

i know im not the greatest mother there could have ever been
but id do anything for you, because i love you son

so today you're at school, and i have to work tonight
know that if i could id wrap you in my arms and hug you oh so tight

ill see you when i get home, youll be sound asleep in bed
ill crawl in beside you, another day of memories missed with you, another day i will dread




---to my son austin--

beautiful write. i enjoyed it immensely.

sounds like your son is a lucky boy.

<3

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww (((Noel)))