hmmmmmmmmm I wonder how much money my ex owes me......13 yrs later......hmmmmmm yes I know all about that fresh, and youre still in the seething mad stage.....which I can relate to as well....but I got rid of that anger....there is no point....and it will kill you if you let it.

Christmas is such a hard time of year for alot of ppl....and Im there with you sista.....always!

my ex didnt support us when he was here , 3 kids he NEVER paid a penney .......NEVER will either ,...........
our system SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT
I will support them in every way till I DIE !
he lost much more then I will ever have to put out by picking up a crack pipe an walkin away from his kids

Frsh ... just to give you a guys perspective, when I was kicked to the curb , I told my kids that sometimes, Santa is a VERY VERY Busy guy , and there are WAY worse off children, who don't have a roof , or food, OR their own room to sleep in .. they were 5 and 8 at the time .. they both kinda looked at each other , and my youngest grab a hold of my hand and told me " thats ok Dad .. socks work " ... KIDS ARE AWESOME ... its not WHAT you buy them , its WAHT you GIVE THEM .... Hang in there ... alot of us are in your " boat " as well...

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oh snap!!! lightbulb!!!!

Tell your kids that you bought presents for the kids in Africa who dont have any food etc.......

It's not that they are materialistic children.....it's that I love them so much and want to "do" for them! I allmost feel like a failure when I can't.

well dont feel that way.......xmas is too commercialised anyways. This year its just another day for me.....I work.....its about family not about presents. And when you get the money you can spoil them rotten if you like....

don't feel bad fresh! get them a couple of fun games
and spend some time with them playing. this is what
they really want. your love and affection and a few
enjoyable games to play.

it should never be about beaucoup bucks. that is just
ridiculous.

i gotta run now - ttyl

seeeeeeeeee ya slow!!!!

bye slow

oh I have a date with my shower right now.......I must be pretty........for myself.......

Yeah ....I should be cleaning house while my daughter is sleeping....

Talk to everyone in a bit......

bye for now....

Dear Diary


For a good time don't call me

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wonders how Gypsy is doin.........

<<<<<<<< grouchy , grrr @kid .......lil tired of half a$$ed plans , and me on call for chauffer duties ,,,Htf an I supposed to plan dinner ......... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! what about ME!!!!

Dear diary....just finished wrapping gifts.........and I suck at wrapping......right now I hate tape and paper......and scissors.........

I like wine though!!!

who is drinking with me???

wtf plan dinner??? what exactly is planning dinner???? I just eat randomly......

I think we call it grazing.......like a cow!!!