We were happy back then. Until one day, I noticed the change in you. You are not yourself. You told me to just give you space. I give you the space you want. We didn't see each other 'cause you want to be alone. I wanted to comfort you and be there with you but you pushed me away. It hurts like hell to know you are suffering alone. It hurts me more realizing that you didn't see me as someone you can talk to with anything and everything. You wanted to end our relationship so you can find yourself. I didn't understand.

You take away everything and left me with nothing. I begged you to fight for me, to let me stay. But your heart is hard as stone. Your eyes were blind to see me crying, your ears were deaf to hear me screaming. I was left numb, broken. My heart were shattered into pieces by pieces. I can't bear the pain inside.

How can I ever move on from you? How can you waste our love, my love for you? How can you give up on me when all I ever did is to love you with all of me? How can I unlove you?

Everynight I prayed for your peace of mind. I miss the Love I love. The guy who make me smile and laugh. The guy who love me and I dearly love. I miss our crazy conversations. Our bonding moment. Our date night and text messages. I just miss how you hold my hand and how you ask for kiss before you waived goodbye.

Weeks passed and Im here, hoping you can still love me back. Will you comeback to my arms? I love you so much that I never imagine you and will fall apart. Sleepless night, no appetite. Tell me how you manage to act as if nothing happens between us? I am so down right now. I can't even think straight. Tears keep running down my face just the thought of you.

Can I just unlove you right away? Can I forget you right now? Can you erase the memories we had together in my head? If yes, please take all my heartaches away. Please. I didn't just lost a boyfriend, I also lost my bestfriend. Just let me love you from afar, until I can feel no more for you.