your not the man I once knew.

when you said you loved me.

I believed it was true till your action spoke so loud that a dark cloud came upon me and poured down the tears and anger I have for you.

you were supposed to be my protector and not the predictor that haunts me.

I was only 8. small and confused because that day you took something away from me and suddenly I lost track on what's reality.

I'm 30 now and everything is catching up on me like a tornado with rage and anger that doesn't feel free.
I'm my own prisoner trapped
in my head.
I don't know how to get out and I've never told anyone instead everynight I go crying to bed.

That is a tragically sad piece ..
That speaks on so many levels...
It's a visceral gut punch...