The two sticks holding Him say there's love
But the sky is darkened high above
As the dawn rises, my heart begins to sink
Dreams shake the mind, can't stop to think

The days keep coming, the nights won't last
I stand and walk, life's moving too fast
Among the stars, shining so bright
I hang so low, nothing I said was right

These white pills fade to black
It all returns, a hardened attack
My heart beckons, tears fall like rain
The past remains, here comes the pain

I'll make this work, no matter the cost
Despite my thoughts, I'm no longer lost
She sees my good, blinding the hate
I had no control, it was all in fate