Lol, phone home

I'm just collecting plantz

Good idea but I don't think he will.

doesn't seem like it, does it...

I fail 2 c how this wud be helpful, I've considered it b4

It might help because it would show you what's truly going on.

Like how exactly, if Some one can get me 2 open my door while unconscious, give me an injection I don't want and get me 2 give them evidence I had of sum of their previous foul play,do u really think they wud leave video of them doin this 4 me 2 discover.I've considered it,honestly,but the logic simply does not compute

well then there really is only 2 solutions
1 sleep only when you are being watched over by someone you completely trust
or
2 don't sleep

Coffee lots of coffee a d tape your eyes up so they don't close

If it is a hidden camera videotaping you & all that's going on & they don't know about it, then they can't get the video.

Lay flypaper outside your bedroom door before you close it.
Lay flypaper around your bed as a completely covered floor.

Sprinkle baby powder all over your floor.

May not stop them but you will know for sure.

If you want to know who it is, use Persian blue powder then look for blue on their shoes and so on. Follow the tracks they leave.

All gd advice n I thank u 4 it. The trouble is the buggers r always 1 step ahead, they can get me 2 remove the booby traps I've laid 4 them,such as teacup on doorhandle and then ask my unconscious mind if there is anything like that going on or if I know anything I don't want them 2 know.I've considered laying caltrops but I'd prob 4get n stand on them myself when I'm sleepy,laying baby powder under the door mat.I realize I'm prob asking 4 the impossible here n I've prob gt a better chance of winning the lottery,bt it gives me the feeling of being proactive n giving it a go,I thank u all

Bottom line is you're the one that needs to know the who's & how's, not us... We can babble on for days or weeks and nothing will get solved... Be logical, first thing is to find out if it's really happening....Tom have you some good ideas there, and the HIDDEN camera will tell you who or what... Remember, its your problem, not ours... Not trying to be rude, but I am blunt because you need some directions on this, not just talk on a dating site forum...

I know its my problem,i never suggested otherwise,I am being logical n it is really happening n if i knew where 2 go 4 direction i wud( its all a bit 3 wise monkeys i know)How do u explain them taking evidence from me that I wudnt want 2 give them or havin an injection I wudnt want,if they can achieve that then its axiomatic that it wudnt work. the point is I cudnt hide anything even if I wanted 2

I know that certain types of psychosis can cause perception problems.
Perception gets out of phase with reality.
While in a psychotic mental state, reasoning is based on delusions of past states being current ones and vice versa. Perceptions get mixed up.

What you might try is grounding your current state in some stimuli that is irrefutably reality. I have seen people do this by marking a white candle with lines and lighting the candle.
As it burns down, time is expressed as the lines disappear. I have been told that sometimes the sufferers will see lines on the candle reappear, disappear and reappear again. It alerts them that what they are experiencing may not be reality but a psychosis.

Smell and pain are effective memory triggers.
Coupled with psychotic delusions, those memories could appear to be reality in the present.

Consider that you might be remembering an incident and a delusion is making it seem like a repeating reality.
The simplest explanation is usually the most likely.

Also consider that there needs to be a certain reasoning used while dealing with other people.
Do you live in your own home?
Are you there by yourself?
Do you possess knowledge about something nobody else does?
Is that knowledge important enough for someone to go to such extreme lengths to gain it?
Could they gain such knowledge by just asking you?
Is your home easily entered?
Do you have neighbors you can ask if they have seen or heard anyone around your home?
Have you considered that you may be experiencing paranoid delusions?
Do you get followed while you are out in public?
Does it appear that your trash has been investigated?

I know a man that has hay fever. If you even mention a hay loft he gets itchy and scratches himself till he is raw and sore. He has even had sneezing spells. Psychosomatic physical reaction to memory stimulus.

I hope you find your inner peace.

Ta tom,yep I have considered this.I have had psychosis in the past.I have seen things while under the influence and when not.the evidence I had cud have been used 2 sue them or get them in2 trouble.I live in Leeds where the beast of Yorkshire(saville) had detectives around every Friday 4 roast beef whisky n brown envelopes, where the only time u saw the managers of the local hospital was when they were guardin the door 2 the mortuary while he was in there.my point is certain people r allowed 2 get away with these things.... Yes I have been followed in the past,sumtimes my mails been opened, and sumtimes people have been in my home when I'm not there.yes I live alone,no I cudnt ask my neighbors, u ever notice how some times people can tell u things without saying a word,they didn't have 2 tell me and 2 be honest it just leaves u open 2 ridicule n psychological bullying as people realise u r open 2 suggestion, I dunno why,people just cant seem 2 help themselves, its like been at skool n sum1s stuck a kick me sign on her back n u don't know 4 a while.also I've caught them out in the nuthouse b4 by placing a chair on my door at an angle that wud fall over should sum1 try enter,it does,I awake 2 investigate n find 6 nurses outside my door saying things like, ****,we'll get him 2moro,it never works 2 nights in a row

Have you considered moving to Manchester, Sheffield, Preston or Darlington?

Your text-speak is really hard to follow. Plus lack of separation provides no pause breaks for consideration effect.

So, what do you fear will happen if they get the information you don't want them to have?
Will they kill you?
Will they lock you away?
What is causing your paranoia?

Have you considered that your fear may be creating these conditions you experience?

Memory can be a tricky thing.
Is it possible that you opened your mail and forgot you did?
Is it possible that some kid opened it looking for money?
Is it possible that you don't recall making a change in your house and you only think there is evidence somebody else had been there when it was you all along but you forgot.

Might you be thinking there are detectives and nurses lurking but in reality they are just people in the vicinity going about their own business?

I have personally made a mistake thinking someone was referring to me when they were not. It happens to everybody at some point.

The most significant thing you should consider is what is it that you know that would cause such a detailed and exhaustive quest to get it from you?
And...Why must they, if they are so powerful, use subtle hidden means to do so? Why not just abduct you and force the info from you directly?

Do have any family? Brothers or sisters that you can stay with or they can stay with you for a few days to try to determine what the hell is going on in your life?

Your parents or family would be the right people to help you instead of we strangers who know nothing about your history and could be suggesting things that make your problems or paranoia worse!

They don't get on with me and I with them,I'd like 2 get on with my brother n sisters but they r nt interested,not since they joined cauldron club,n I'm the eldest

Wot do I fear will happen now they've got the evidence I had, that they didn't want me to have..... nothing...... it was leverage that cud have been used 2 make a positive change,now its gone n I can't get it back... I'm stuck with nurse ratchetts monkey on my back emasculating me... Bolt crops in hand...
I have moved,its made no difference...n it is an abduction of sorts... N they did use force...the force.....take me 2 c jabba now...n being sectioned is being locked up n drugged against yr will...
Sumtimes u don't have 2 c 2 know, u just...k ow