Topic: monologue - part 8 | |
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it's all about organising
that is done! |
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an other day..
today is the last of the past ones.. |
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do you ever get angry w urself mono?
i do i really do for the things i do wrong when i die, they can write "she was angry w herself" |
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they can also and better write "she adored her mother deeply.."
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the things i do wrong, and being my mum's daughter
this makes me angry my mum deserves a perfect daughter and i am not that good okay i am good but could be better.. |
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anything that stops me? no.
so keep trying anyway, life is so good! |
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anything that stops me? no. so keep trying anyway, life is so good! It's all in the trying Trib. If you try at least you tried. It's the ones who no longer try to be good that are bad. Have I ever gotten angry with myself? I've done a lot of things that I am not very proud of. |
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Edited by
butribu
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Tue 06/16/20 11:01 PM
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Moto! here you are. u appear when i need advice.
life is a never ending class.. |
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Greatest Love of All
whitney |
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beach left me a voice message. he is so charming. so kind and handsome. i wish we were not in different countries...
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i spoke to beach again. video call. he is so much fun. i love talking to him.
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Edited by
butribu
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Wed 06/17/20 01:58 AM
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he recorded, a song on guitar for me
starting "morning esra" he is sooo gentle, so sooo worth loving. and the last sentence he said.. |
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Edited by
butribu
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Wed 06/17/20 03:39 AM
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beach and i decided we better be together..
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Edited by
butribu
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Wed 06/17/20 03:44 AM
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its been more than 2 years we have been speaking
now it's time after i have seen him on video call he is.. so sooo much.. |
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so gentle, so caring, so perfect...
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i do not know what i shall feel
i am happy at the age of 42 i dont want to look spoilt. |
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Edited by
butribu
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Wed 06/17/20 04:07 AM
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anyway, weather is so good
i have my beer to accompany me my apartment is clean my cat is lovely what more can i want? |
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