No bells or whistles, ingloriously , alone and ordinary, no false religious expectation. No, not dislike, just hasn't really got anything to do with me or where it comes from. You could interpret it that way, but that's not what it is.

What that sounds and feels like within is far beyond what my life appears as without which always feels limited some how some where, may be its this character, body, me, I don't know.

So I seperate them, because when expressed as or through others in what appears to be my reflections in my so called life, it gets worse. Best left simply described as within without. maybe thats the way its meant to be.

'Me' is flawed, me is limited, me drags all the conditions of life along with it (alot like spirit soul dragging around a load of mud and earth) what ever they may be, insecurities, hatreds, fears, lack of this and that or the excesses of it, and all else to clog the spectacularness of simply being.

They will point to all the imperfections, "your too greedy, your too selfish, your too this and that", yet you exist, God intended it that way. "Your crooked and this and that, fat or ugly which you probably are".

The within is not personal, its beyond that, me is personal and its mean't to be that way, but when others intepret that, they personalise it as me or to me.

But me is separate from the within, even I am aware of that, because me will die, simple, its limited and bound to time, this life. But the within to without is not personal, it speaks to something beyond.

If you listen once in a while, and feel once in a while you will hear it, you will feel it, it is boundless, even beyond the apparent seeming constraints of your conditions, your life, its infinite.

No need to cut, edit and clip your character your self or your life, these are the preconditions of religions, of people, of societies and even your self, (which has all just really added to the weight of the conditions).

Set all of that down and just connect for a minute, even if the baggage of everything else in your life in your world is there, just set it down, leave it there. Neither you nor I can ultimately do anything about all of that, lets step aside from it all for a moment and simply connect within, to something higher, listen and feel.