Yes, I am single because:

No. I was a single parent for five years. There were days that I sort of wish I had help raising my boys. But, I always found something to do that would keep me from thinking about hating being single.

I think about it when I am taking my whole Queen bed up tossing turning getting up... then going back to bed ...in the middle of the night ...
thinking I might or would like to have two king mattresses together ...
wonder then would I be lonely with a S/O... I just think a relationship is a lot of work ... and would I like that again ...sometimes my answer is no. but could change with the right person ... what was the ?... I kept going on and on about the bed ...

oh being lonely ... so far no...

just a add ... sometimes your with someone ...
and can still feel alone ... so being all alone does not
bother me so much as having that feeling... when you are with someone ...

There are days I hate feeling alone, not knowing what it takes to get that chance. Even today there are so many unwritten rules, it drives me crazy. And there are days I hope to just hold a lady in my arms and feel like someone cares for me.

3 years i ognored red flags she made phone call said im ready to come home. she said NZ i dont she said alot and behaved differently. She left suddenely "planned" havent heard from her in 3 years shes got nothing on FB about us or since 2011. She's a player i was warned ignored signs lies games etc i don't know why i allowed her to mistreat me.