Yes....and I am about to throw my hands in the air and walk out!! If I didn't have kids to support I would sooooooo be out of here!!

today is gonna suck.........

I know the feeling Fresh.
I'm supposed to be on my way to work for a few days but can't seem to get out the door.

Today already sucks!!!

You know I have 2 old bittys that I work w/ one is our office administrator and one is a bookkeeper!! My boss is in Hawaii for the week and these two have nothing better to do than pick and harp on me....is it because I am more than 20 years younger than both of them??? I don't know.....but if I got to listen to them anymore today!! We are gonna brawl.....

ya every day sucks........
I'm tired of it alllllll...............................
so tired..........

I'm a little tired because someone kept me up late.

I have a feeling life is always going to be broken....
why cant I just accept it ..and live it........
so empty and incomplete , and tired ...life has become a flat line........
how can I buy some happyness...no wonder people do heroin an $hit...........
how can I sell pain?.......wish I could ....i'd be so rich....

Plus I am PMSing HARD and these two old betchs don't even know who the fukc they are dealing w/ right now!!! Like fat old hens one clucking in each ear!!

(((((Purple))))) I agree life will never be perfect......it will always be hard

I can do this .....It is Friday!!!

I need a shot.....and it's not even noon!!

Wish to Sleep ........

My eyes open ,
I'm here again...
my eyes close.
it just wont end.....
rise again.
another day....
the sun shines...
yet I fray.......
darkness folds
me inward so
the rays of sun
they just wont reach
forever cold
a sadened speech
noone to hold...
its always empty....
awaken to a quiet shroud
and still the pain
is much to loud....
it deafens me in its silence
have none
for self reliance
I wish I could close my eyes and return to dream
inward wich I would beam
feel a warmth I cannot touch
staying awake seems to much
lulla-bye on a calm cloud
above the storm .....
which has become to loud.
feel a smile cross my face....
cannot be found in this place
endless dawns that crease the day
fold me in , take me away ......
swallowed by each day
wish it all would go away
slowly eating away at me
feed the day , I cant see
blinded so long ago by fate
now I'm completly smothered by the hate
hope just teases me
fool to think
I'd ever be free
only in my dreams for is that to see
only ment is pain for me
ever sent to misery
endless days I'll never flee
wait to die so it will end
fore ever asleep
I want to spend...........

Maybe I'll join you. It should make my drive a little more pleasant.

That is sad and beautiful (((Purple)))

Dear diary......ughhhhhhhhh just woke up wassssssssss this about ****ty days???

Dear diary, you can always figure out the real beer drinkers on this site by the size of their bellys hanging over their belt.....thats not from food......thats molson muscle!!!

Hey....easy there lady!! I love beer and I don't have a belly like that I just substitute it for food

ahahaaaaaaaaa not talking about women fresh!!! Im looking at the men on my man counter....beer belly central....I can tell a beer belly a mile away!!!

Why do beer belly men look at me???

I was just kidding anyway.....I really do have a beer belly...Haaahaaha