"All Of Me"

I give you my heart which is all of me,
I give you my love but we still won't be,
I'll give you my life and what does this mean,
It means you now have a love that you have never seen.
A love so true he is reminded of you,
Of your smell your laugh your smile your touch,
One day with you is more than enough.
My love for you is overwelmed phenominally,
For I give you my heart which is all of me.

"My Heart"

I love you with all my heart
A day is a day wasted when we are apart.
I can't stand to know that you're not my girl
but it would hurt worse if you
Were to know that you're not in my world.
You are the one reason I am alive, so I grit my teeth and swallow my pride.
I can't live without you as a friend or a love, as a mortal from earth or an Angel from above.
Your love is the heart that beats in my chest, to have you in my life
Means I am truly blessed.
Like a hungry soul my heart needs to feed, and like an open wound this Poem needs to bleed.
I have one answer to the question why, because I love you and still I cry. You'll never know how much you mean to me and how much I love you my Sweet baby.


"Painful Pleasure"

As I walked through the valley of the shadow of death, I could see its figure and smell its breath.
He stood tall and slouched, His body half human and half serpant with a forked tongue in its mouth.
As he stood in the shadows of my fate, He drew me in with a sad look on his face.
The closer I approached, A knot began to form in my throat.
There were bodies scattered below and above,
His eyes were stained with the color of blood.
I could feel his eyes gazing straight through me,
Only my soul and nothing else he could see.
Closer and closer he drew me to his arm,
With the look in his eye to cause me no harm.
I could not hide the fear for he smelled it on my skin,
He smiled as if to sooth me before a lake of fire he threw me with in.
Now I am stuck burning alive,
With the look of desperation in my eyes.
I can't get out there's nowhere to hide,
I guess this is the place God chose for me to die.
But I don't give up and I don't lose my faith,
Which is when my savior comes to take my place.
He wraps me in his arms, And asures me no harm.
And when I wake up in bed,
I thank God I'm not dead.

"Christ's Love"

In Christ the heart is pure no doubt,
In sin the pureness is thrown about,
To not love only Jesus Christ,
Your heart the Father will truly smite,
But to lust and love the soul of another,
To let die the soul of your brother,
To perish without making witness to your friend,
Is utterly a foolish sin,
To find your love,
You must look inside,
For this comes from the Son above,
Who will bless you with the love that hides,
This is the love that every man needs,
The love which through Christ no man sees,
I search for this love that only Christ holds,
For through Christ my story be told,
You search and search for a love so true,
But look to Christ, who has a love for you.
By Brian Johnson

"Truth"

To all in all you are my life
Without you this world just wouldn't be write.
I stay up late to tell this story
Because I don't know how much longer til I don't have to worry.
I love you all with every bit of my heart
Even if I didn't tell you before we part.
If this is the last time we speak before I go
There's just one thing I want you to know.
Friends we were and friends we were not
But I give you my life and every breath I got.
When I go don't miss me at all
Cuz I'll be in heaven having a ball.
Just remember any moment I spent with you
Was never false but always true.
In the witness of the Father above
For you my heart is filled with love.
Now go and spread the news of death
But remember that I still have one last breath.

"Love"

Today was the saddest day of my life.
All I did was cry.
My love, that love won't be my wife.
So I guess this is a sad good bye.
My heart now is filled with pain.
For I will never feel that love again.
That love, this love I will feel no more.
But in my heart, only my heart, that love I will store.
I suppose for her life will just flow.
But for me, life has nowhere to go.
I'm sorry for any pain I might have caused.
And for any moment of your life I paused.
I guess in time our hearts will heal.
But nothing can change this love I feel.
I'm sorry for ever letting you down.
And now I'm forced to take off my crown.
For you will always be my Queen.
But I shall never again be a King.
I hope the next will feel your heart with joy.
But please, O' please never forget your baby boy.

"I Cry"

I CRY- Beautiful lady I bever saw you coming but when I finally realized, it was to late to start running. Running from what? At the time I would not have known, but maybe just maybe the gun from which my brains would've been blown.

I CRY- For this girl my heart is filled with love for she is the angel God sent from above.

I CRY- I thought ovre time I might get over it, but I can't not even a little bit. I have nothing in the world but love for you, please believe me girl this is the truth.

I CRY- I have hated myself for the promise I broke and for that it is me who should choke.

I CRY- Many times I have thought of suicide but it just isn't right for me to take my life.

I CRY- I've tried and tried time after time and I can't seem to get it off my mind but just can't see them coming down my eyes, so I got to make this poem cry.

I CRY!!!!

"These Tears"

Thoughts of suicide over take my mind.
Like someone running up from behind.
And putting to my head a tech 9.
Then blast, my life goes so fast.
These tears in my families eyes are equal to fears inside.
I've never done anything but try to a good friend.
And it's like they say: A friend 'til the end.
But a friend will do you in.
These tears I cry from hiding in the darkness are the things I'd call the hardest to ever let go of.
So I thank the Lord above and still I cry.

Are they any good or should I stick to my day job?

i like them...very good.

thank you

I guess my day job it is then. lol. no hard feelings just crushed dreams of being a great poet. O well gotta catch the bad guys now.

"So I Wait"

So I wait.
I sit and wait in this dark room.
Waiting for a light, a voice, a touch.
So I wait.
This room is so cold.
I can feel my fingers throbbing and toes going numb.
So I wait.
I have no idea what is going to happen.
Who is out there.
Can you hear my pleas.
I yell for help, hoping for an answer.
And Still I wait.
I stand and begin to walk to what I think is in front of me.
Is there a wall I can touch.
A chair so I can sit.
Is this a room or am I trapped in a hole.
It is cold, quiet and dark.
There is no one around.
Should I pray for my release.
Or can God hear me in this place.
Still I wait.
So I pray.
God, if you can hear me.
This place is cold and my feet are gone.
My hands are freezing and I'm losing time.
I give you my life in hopes for a better place.
I repent my sins and ask for foregiveness.
Father you are my life and I your temple.
After praying in this dark and lonely place.
I realize that I was never alone.
I just needed to acknowledge that God was with me.
And He set me free with no scars, bruises or broken bones.
So I tell you don't sit and wait.
Make a stand and ask Christ to be your savior.

Thank you for the support Teddybear

datboi I just happen to wake up in the middle of the night noticed you had pulled my poem up Some Walk Alone then noticed these towards the top as well I have not been reading and posting to very many in the last 18 days due to I have been under the weather and has gotten me down.

But..........as I sat here and read your poems you have surely brought to my eyes. You see there is a poem that I wrote for my son just a few months ago about the time love almost took him away from me with the same thoughts you are having it happen 5 years ago my son is now 25 thank God I was there to to change what almost happen and yes it was a gun he had in mind also. So you see you have touched my heart down to my soul. If you need anyone to talk too I'm here may not be the best thing but hey I do understand the pain your talking about my son is still here because I do understand and fought for him.

Just know you do have someone to talk too anytime.

It's called Hanging by a Prayer on page 42 in the poems.

Thank You Txs, that means alot to me. And I'm glad you still have your son with you. May God bless you and your family.

When I wrote that poem, I was going through a really rough time. I was a cutter back then and could never really kill myself I only liked the pain. The entire poem was just a thought. My family was torn apart due to drugs and alcohol. And I was and still am the main strand of glue holding the family together. Well not the main because if it were not for God I wouldn't be able to do it. But I have come a long way and felt encouraged to share with others. So Txsgal, I am glad this touched you. And to anyone else that reads any of these poems I hope they have the same impact on you as they did myself and Txsgal. And I encourage everyone that is going through and has been through a rough time in their life to reach out and ask for help or tell your story in hopes of helping another. Thank you. Brian Johnson

I really like your poetry. Sometimes it sounds good but doesn't flow as smoothly as I think it could with a few touches. I really like your context though and that they paint a mental image for me. I hope the fact that I gave constructive criticism doesn't offend you, I'm just being as real as possible. I really like your love poems. I can't write love poems..all of my poetry is depressing..when i'm sad I write poetry and when I'm happy I paint...anyway, keep writing and I hope to see more from you..

~Hollie

Hollie I love critism. How can I grow better and give people what they like if I don't accept how they feel. I am glad you like my poetry. And thank you.

Very nice,...I enjoyed reading them all

Txs I could not find your poem.