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i am talking ********
maybe when i return, i will not want to see him : s |
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Daft Punk - Lose Yourself to Dance
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all this stress
lost 5 kilos |
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my albino guy doesnt look weird he looks handsome and cool okay? Ciao bella |
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my albino guy doesnt look weird he looks handsome and cool okay? Ciao bella |
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woke up with the tel call
his lovely voice and skype then his lovely smile :) good morning :) |
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i can actually sleep a few more hours..
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i started feeling nervous :s
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time to leave :)
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those photos shouldn't stay there :'(
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bored
confused stressed about tomorrow |
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to keep my mind busy i cooked sth
but it only kept my hands busy, not my mind :'( |
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i keep thinking about my pistachio
one minute i feel regret then i start thinking about all the damage she gave to my home and to my life as well. how can a small creature with 4 legs cause such a big mess in a human being's life?? |
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i loved her more than anything but life has to carry on like all the other people's lives.
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actually i think now she has the things she was crying for
lots of sex !! |
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i told mum that i have been to Maras which is 18 hrs drive from us, stayed just 1 day and took an other 18 hrs journey back.
i was expecting a "what the hell?!...." kind of reaction. she gave no reaction. didnt ask anything. i think she couldnt understand where i had gone or maybe thought i was joking :/ |
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Maras is on the south-east of Turkey
at every city we stopped the dressings and the look of the people have changed at one the last places we stopped even the men were wearing scarf kind of things they were speaking arabic and kurdish all heads turned to me and i could feel the tension. i got scared and got back on the coach :s |
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that dress obviously was not the right one for south-east
nor the mini shorts that i had in my luggage as i didnt have any long trousers to wear i couldnt go out the next day i bought my ticket and rushed back to here where people dress normal and speak normal as well. |
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there is no way !! that i will ever go to eastern parts of Turkey.
The life there is totally different i cannot spend even a couple of days there i said to my friend that their lives there are very weird. he said "your lives there are weird." |
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getting used to the modern life here, i do not think i can even live in istanbul.
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