Been through alot in life through out my years
Had good times along with bad and shed many tears
Now I'm trying to move on and be strong
I have forgiven those who have done me wrong
My life changed when I joined this site
So many of you have helped me to see the light
I couldn't even begin so many of you to name
But I hope you all know what I feel for you is the same
You've shared your thoughts,hugs and smiles along the way
And no matter what you always brighten my day
Really having a hard time now with a decision in my life
It's really tugging at my heart,and causing a lot of stife
Seems to be two men I really care for
And for different reasons my heart is tore
They both mean so much to me in different ways
But my brain is numb,and my mind is in a haze
I'm blessed that they both care about me too
But my heart can only be with one,and not sure what to do
I have prayed to God to show me the light
And can only hope my choice will be right
This is one of the hardest things I've ever done
Right now I'm thinking maybe I should just run
Sorry I did not mean to write a book
But I really don't know which way to look
I came here only looking for friends
And you are all with me till the very end
Right now I need to gather my thoughts for awhile
And hopefully I will return with a great big smile


Hugs and love to you all

(((( Pam )))))

My love to you ...

Search your soul and you will choose the path that has been choosen for you,,,

Love & Light

that's so pretty =)

thank you both

(((((Pam))))) You know I love your smile sweetie

Thank you Ken you always make me smile good or bad you always lighten up the day

Dearest Pam, I just wish the best for you. I would not have liked to be placed in this position, but if the saying is true ........... if the one you have not chosen cares enough for you, he will be happy to know that you are happy ( if he cares enough, he would let you go ) I hope this makes sense to you. Hugs