yesterday walking and carrying some things kind of heavy
I started bleeding in my pregnancy
and was so scared and lonely feeling
upset and wishing to cry
I pray and save to fly away from here
to where my friends live
yesterday was friend day and I gave my best friend a call
and his words comforted me
when it is hard
when I feel alone
when things aggrivate me and I want to scream
I pray and keep going
sometimes God sends someone to help along the way
like yesterday I met a nice lady who lives by me and she was in town and gave me a ride and helped me carry things
she did not have to
she chose to help me
and I am not bleeding much now, and can feel the baby kicking
I read online and in some books today it is normal, just rest more and do not overdo things
so I pray and thank God for strength
for friends
for hope when those you hoped in
trashed the hope
when it seemed there was just no one at all
I know there is
one just has to believe and try and keep trying
and I do this
for ME and my Baby