not stagnant in a pool
plugged and clogged by life;s gruel or things that are cruel
don't let bitterness suck out all that makes you whole
let go
and give to God what is too great to bear
upon His shoulders which are there to care
who knows your every tear and every dream
has heard every nightmare's silent scream
who can heal and love you so
rest in Him from Life's troubles like a storm around
in his arms know Love abounds
and no matter where your trail may go
embrace the love and let it flow!

So i take it you didn't get married...as you stated more then a month ago