I just read a book about forgiving and loving
it said you can't do one without the other
that if you hold grudges and fight with your ex
there will be no NEXT
no one to stand by your side because the anger INSIDE
will make the love DIE
Maybe that's true, I do not hate
but I remember and do not understand why
I tried
and cried and how someone can be so cold
the same someone who once smiled and opened the door for all the ladies
who everyone said was a true gentleman
I wonder why he could not be for me
a gentle man or for my kids
and I wonder
if any man can
or will
I do not see how most seem to like to watch blood and gore and fights and say it is manly
Jesus wept for his friend
and today's MEN see THINGS as so very very important
yet when you die
you can't take anything with you
and in this life truly
the only blessing that is real
is those about you or in your heart
that CARE

Your writings are gut wrenching and comforting at the same time.
Your hands are blessed and the healing pours out.
How precious you will be to your companion God chooses for you!

thank you