I wrote this on a down day, when I was single. I'm sure many can relate to this.

I'm not happy
When I rise
Unless I'm looking in the eyes

of the girl
of my dreams
but yet it always seems

That those days
don't last long
making me write songs

of the way
that I feel
nothing seems to real

Chorus

Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe

Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change

I'm not happy
thru the day
though some can't see the pain

That I hide
behind my smile
Get's me by once in a while

But the days
seem so long
something must be wrong

So I try
in everyway
to get thru another day


Chorus

Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe

Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change

I'm not happy
in the night
without someone to hold me tight

yet at night
I'm alone
I never feel at home

Chorus

Why does it always seem to be
that no ones there for me
With all that I believe

Why do I give my heart away?
Just to wait another day
Knowing things will never change

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That is so sad, I hope your feeling better!!!

I'm not sad now. The funny thing is, a song like this would usually bring tears to my eyes when playing or singing it. However this one didn't do that. Maybe cause I came to grips with the situation. Either way I can assure, I'm fine.

THis is so sad... Yet so incredible

Depression is the killer of souls.....is it not?

Thank GOD for friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry if it's too sad. It was more of a healing song for me.

Not about sad or happy I write to sort my thoughts as I think we all do. It's called "creative thinking", or as you say "healing".... never a bad thing, and explainations are never nessessary in such cases. Friends will always look on you with understanding, friend

Thanks NPP, You're right on the no explanations. Songs mean different things to different people. That's the beauty of music.