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This new body, new sights
Not sure what to do Exciting, these hands are inviting Golden are the actions behind words And yet, somewhere buried Caring makes you lose control Makes me sorry Every shade different from the next But predictable You say you miss me but you don't know me Never made real efforts Friendship, what a great act you put on The less I think the better The radical Truth: empty promises without an ending Then I'll stop rowing to your tide Making it easier to hide in myself and my feelings You listen, but it has no meaning If I'm mad then you've won Praising doesn't make up for what you've done to me, signs were everywhere But you're not scared You've been there before Using people for amusement But we are still people, have hearts that you've poisoned, made sore The center of us, of me Crazy thoughts swirling Hard to know what matters I think I know but I really don't Getting a reaction was all you wanted I see, insanity, I know, shouldn't be on the mind so abruptly But it is, need to get out of this funk and there is still time Sipping warm tea, smelling the freshness of Earth Bathing in aliveness, the water and trees creation begging to be seen Watching the souls of life breathe drowning in realness, living to be The best conversations are in my head Better than anything you've said The more you live the more it hurts, but it can't because you don't believe it's true Nor I, you see We don't know fate, can't know what tears mean unless we strip away the sickness, and if you Stop pushing harshly I will give it back harder For what it's worth if anything Not mad, just aware You're already there while I'm growing further away from you, just safer It's me, only I get it Only I know it, I think streamed off from somewhere placid A known feeling Good, strong, strange, welcoming Nothing more than an illusion Change emerges and I wish to hang on then move onward Stop feeding me lies Only yours were wrong mine was never a disguise If you believed in me and didn't say goodbye so easily Patience, dreaming, it's all I need -Audrey |
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stop rowing to your tide......
feel the emotion in this.. thankyou for sharing |
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Thanks guys so much!
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Audrey, you gave so much in this piece, so much I will keep and place in a box filled with love and lost love....Then, when I am questioning myself or him, I will open my box and find solace...
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Audrey, you gave so much in this piece, so much I will keep and place in a box filled with love and lost love....Then, when I am questioning myself or him, I will open my box and find solace... A lot was going in my head and heart when I wrote it. I had to read it back a few times, actually saying the words aloud, and I rarely do that. Writing in vulnerability and strength is an interesting mix. |
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I love this very much
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I love this very much Thank you. |
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