'Being a woman is a terribly difficult task, since it consists principally in dealing with men.' Joseph Conrad

(((BNJ)))

Thank you (((gibbs)))

I am actually fine.

A little drinking and anger last night cleared my head.

I see the beautiful gift I was given today.

I would not take back one single amazing moment of it either.

It was amazing and I am not going to forget how it made me feel.

Those precious moments showed me more of what I need and what I desire.

Because of him, (Thank You, you know who you are) I will accept nothing less than what he showed me.

I guess being that Libra who battles with her own emotions takes some getting used to. One of these days I'll be used to it, I think...HaHa

Always Believe That Something Wonderful Is About To Happen!

Yes it is!!

I wandered slowly through my long and winding path today.

The sun dancing on all of the beautiful gifts my life has given me.

I am blessed today and the dark clouds are gone for now.

The tears that always seem to find me, for no particular reason at all, will wash my soul in the darkness.

These same tears will strengthen my heart again.

I know this as well as I know who I am.

I am STRONGER today because of each of those tears that have rolled down my cheeks.

I am STRONGER today because I draw my strength from within the deepest depths of who I am.

I walk with my head held high, even if there is no smile on my lips I smile inside.

I will harness the fears, the echos, and the pain.

I will let them rest in my thoughts once again.

*I AM STRONG*

Hugs to you BNJ. Tears bring healing and then we let go of what made us cry. There is a place in the world for people who are strong and those people who will see our value. Always be proud of who you are.

(((Dreamer)))

All of my life, I have cried.

When I read *To love a Libra, you must know this* last night, I finally understood it is not just me.

That there are others that cry, if for no other reason than to cry.

I always seek answers for everything, sometime searching for weeks or months.

Digging deep inside my own self as well.

I have always wandered to places that brought me peace so that my thoughts can be embraced.

I cannot explain most of who I am, because seriously, I don't understand some things about me or what I do myself. How do you explain what you do not know?

What I desire and what I need are much clearer, I know this now.

When the time is right what I seek will find me again and I will do my best to embrace it with every inch of who I am.

I will give my all as I have always done, if it feels right, and if it brings pain and tears then so be it.

It will not tear me down or destroy me because I am strong and I know this.

I find myself wandering aimlessly today.
Searching for what I thought was real.
This too shall pass, I am sure of it.

I just felt your words needed sharing again Leigh

I think this line right here is one of the most powerful right now for me: Strong women nurture, they love to love and be loved....In spite of the risks involved, they give their heart freely

This is ME and even though it scares the hell out of me sometimes I would not change it. I always try to give freely and truly love to love and be loved. I think it also scares those around me. I find they run from me instead of trying to understand me. I'll take the risks though, even though it almost always brings me pain.

I think it's time to go fight my inner battle again.

Sometimes I really wish things would sort themselves out easier for me.

My life struggles haunt my thoughts a lot these days.

The empty places inside of me cry for someone to hear me.

The empty places search for something to fill it.

Memories keep echoing inside of me tonight.

Clawing and growling at my soul.

I need to find the beast so that I can calm it.

. so I'm guessing this is the ladies room.??. I knocked on the door and made sure it was empty before I came in !and looked around.. nice place journey...

Thank you no1, post what you wish here. I have just been sharing emotions and thoughts here.

Even the rain cannot harness this beast
Wildly clawing and growling inside me
Whispers and thoughts echoing
Sometimes raging out of control
It seeks what felt so real
It looks for peace and answers
It wanders the path trying to catch the sunshine again

.. good morning to you and everybody.
. off to work I'll catch you on the flip side.