Death is calling me, its coming near.
So loud in my head, too hard not to hear.
I feel like I'm dead inside,
So dead that I can't even cry.
Some times I wonder how much better off you'll be,
If I just died, maybe one day we'll see.
The pain I feel in my heart is how you felt for so long,
I'm so sorry I won't ever again do you wrong.
I want to kill this pain and rip it from my chest,
I know that it would probably be for the best.
I don't have much left to live for I pushed everyone away,
The love of my life, my heart and even my family.
The pain of loving someone who doesn't feel the same,
It's getting unbearable and it's driving me insane.
I'll try to let you go and so you can move on with your life,
Because no longer does it seem that you want to be my wife.
Death is the only way to let you go it seems,
That way you won't have to see me unless it's in you dreams.
You think it's stupid and selfish the way that I feel,
I just want to be with you, so what's the big deal.
No longer does it matter cause I'm lying here on the floor,
Watching my life flow out of me, alive I am no more.

let me know what ya think

Sounds like a cry for help. Many have had the same feelings Robert, loosing a loved one for whatever reason. Feels like life isn't worth living. I'm here to tell you, you WILL get over that feeling. It may not be today, tomorrow or next week...but I promise you it will get better. You are too young to give up on living, the best is yet to come.

oh i know i'm way over that i just thought it was a good poem. i never thought of killing my self i was just upset and thats what came out. but thanks for your kind words of advice

PHEWWWWWWWWW!!! I am so glad to hear that. You are a nice looking guy, some beautiful young thing will grab you up in a hurry! (Although the subject isn't a pretty one, it IS very well written).

lol yea i know! but when i write things just come out of me. i sure hope so!