Otherside Of Autism

My little boy, this love of mine,
Does not know how to say;
Please give me room for every time,
His words get in the way.

You would not know by passing by,
The struggles everyday:
But try to look him in the eye,
You'll see it in his face.

You may not understand how hard,
Small tasks in life can be;
How difficult to speak aloud,
so people will understand.

And just because he doesn't hug you,
Or kiss you hi and bye;
Doesn't mean he doesn't love you,
Please just give him time!

Through all the tantrums, fights and tears,
I look at him and see;
A little boy with tons of fears,
Who strives for normalcy?

Of course he sees he's different,
But he just can't see why;
Everybody's time is spent,
Trying to make him 'right'.

Open up your heart and mind,
And just watch quietly;
You'll see a boy who's really trying,
Just wants to be happy.

He's just my scared little boy,
With every sight and sound;
I know he plays with just one toy,
And spins around and round.

I know sometimes he'll yell and scream,
He simply cannot say;
He is not trying to be mean,
Things have to be his way.

All he can say is.. this is not right',
Sometimes it seems not real;
He can't express though try he might,
To tell you how he feels.

I know that he repeats himself,
And sometimes others too;
Believe me that does really help,
Anxiety to be banished.

He is my special, beautiful boy, not yours,
Whom I love endlessly;
He is my gift, my love, and my joy
He means the world to me

Gerry Armour