Some part of my mind likely wants them both, but oh well.

So, i don't know why i am messaging you this, but sometimes i have thoughts and forget who they are supposed to go to, kind of like buying a gift before you know who it is for. I've been blocked or deleted on fb or other such social networks, and sometimes i have the due burden, but other times i can only think that it is not only me. I think then 'what is this world, that made two such people' as this, and my love for nature increases further. I also think i might be making a mistake, and that word is running through my brain, but i don't know if it goes to anything, or if it should. And i know this is a long message, out of the blue, but i think you responding in the first place to me was equally so. I guess what i'm getting at is that i want to be blatant. I don't know how to regard you, or others possibly at other times. Your daughter seems friendly, so I'll try to be that for a month or however long it is. If you could tell me what you are, that would be nice. I am trying to not identify with anything around me but the cosmos, and that hardly ever works out when it comes to people. I think about things, sure, but i really do doubt that i have the required skills or tools to do anything about carrying out thoughts. I sometimes wonder how far a coarse grained human mind can see into reality. Having read this far, i feel privileged if my thoughts as a human affected yours in a meaningful manner, but I can also see how the thought "just shut it and nod sometimes!" could come to mind as well. I feel bad about being in a way. Yet i want to know what your thoughts are, since i can't read minds. Most of the time basing my thoughts on others is something i avoid, but i figure your thoughts might actually come in contact with mine in the real world.I would write more in the delusion of communicating, but i fear i already vastly exceeded a normal word quota for a fb message without a prompt. I just want you to know that i'm maybe becoming a little crazy, and it goes something like that. But i'm trying....

Mate, no disrespect, but stay off the mushrooms, before posting?

I ate some casserol veggie mix and then cereal with a kiwifruit and peanuts on top for dinner. And I don't see how i have earned any respect from you that you could take away from me by any means. I think I would have to show you some first, because that is how respect works, right? Haven't you seen posters like that about giving to recieve in your schoolor someplace as a kid? But anyway, thank you for your expression of concern.

I don't think you should have used that comma after mushrooms.

If you cant say anything nice......

Well you know how the saying goes

At least I went to school and learned to spell though? If you want to be so picky, take a look at your own spelling and punctuation? Not very smart, eh? If you want to write stupid posts while tripping, or whatever else you might be on then that's your perogative? However, you leave yourself open to comments from people like myself, who are sober and think WTF ??? Think about that one Einstein?

going for both mother and daughter? *high five*