Sleepless nights 

We all had them , sometimes more often than not., What triggers them is known and unknown, but needless to say it's a feeling that leaves us insecure, fearful, and uneasiness . 
We are rudely awakened with the morning light , unwelcomed and is no delight. 
We fight our own concience to continue to get some sleep or to face the day that's ahead if us. If you chose to try and sleep it was nice and well needed ,yet at a  sacrifice of given in to weakness and the days doings. If you chose instead to just face the day without any prior sleep you are faced with pure adrenaline with last bits of inner strength. You got through the day but also with a sacrifice. 
So what is it's purpose we say to ourselves no matter what choice we make .
I guess we just live with those choices don't you think? And we hope for a better nights sleep.