thanks for all
I feel helpless
you able to hear this
must tell you what's in my heart
not sure why your lying there
maybe you should jump up
get crazy or something
I want to shake you
please don't leave me
your my connection to so many things

how to smile
how to love
how to take that deep breath

If you go I have nothing to hang on to
all I have is life
you have meaning
eyes sparkled through everything
removed you piece by piece and you still smiled
oh, don't go
we're only getting started
remember when

you eat with me
laughed with me
cried with me

your so strong
so beautiful
kind sweet selfless
a light that I need
please keep breathing
I know what I said, but my heart is ready to fall out of my chest
I'm an empty structure
someone who knows nothing

their here

if I could
I would

wait

I'm froze
no feeling
sound of my heart beating, that's all

walk down the hall
to my car
drive home
and sit
and....sit

anything matter
I can't see you
a day of darkness

saturday comes
I lay in the pool looking at the sky
looking at you
thinking of you
hoping for you
they talk to me but I only hear you
their amoung the living
you are life

no judgement
only the will that you gave life

I go to my car
walk up to those doors
put on my smile
down the hall

good morning
how are you sunshine
we have a lot to do
how bout a book
oh games, sure
hair looks great
growing curls are we
lets see how we get this thing to work
___________________

I never knew life till I spent time with the living
I never knew love till I spent time with the lost
I never knew time till I spent it with those who have none

I'm still so far away from loving
but I'm learning

goodbye Kary

Hi Guys

This was a tough weekend for me and even a tougher one for the family. We know in many cases that a life will end but it doesn't make it any easier when the time comes especially with children.

I've never used mingle as a cancer awareness platform before and am cautious doing it now. The attention shouldn't be on me. I'd like to however encourage folks who want to volunteer their time to their local cancer care centers to do so if you have thought about it. Times have changed in privacy policies but there are still many ways you can get involved being a part of childrens and parents lives who need a lot of love and many times someone to let them know their not alone.

Your cancer treatment centers can tell you their policies (different per center) and how you can help.

thanks

How sad my good friend has cancer I spend many nights with her very sad but children even more sad. I will definitely look into it