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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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won’t we ever get over it...
I’ve been on autopilot since… and it tears me up inside that we can’t even be friends… okay… so I didn’t make the wisest choice how could I… with no voice... everybody hides behind something... a mask… a look… a wall… it seemed to me I was just your booty call… someone you could master someone you didn’t have to look after… all that time you took to get my attention all the effort you made for affection… I know what you gave… I know how it made me cave… how much it made me crave... and I crumbled… then blindsided… I stumbled… oh… and the ball dropping… that was on you... you fumbled… but how much have we both been humbled… is love really suppose to hurt like this… then it's just some f**ked up bulls*it!!! I ran because I’m afraid of me I ran because I’m afraid of what you might see… now we’re both lost… souls ready for war… will there ever come a time we won’t be keeping score… who did what… or didn’t do enough… neither one of us can afford to keep this up… if we’re both moving on and leaving each other behind then fine… I want to FIND love… I want to FEEL love… I want to GIVE love… I WANT TO BE LOVED!!! and if it’s not with... or by you… then who… because you’ll never stop watching me… you won’t let yourself breath… you won’t let me be free… not really… so what do we do… I’m begging you for the truth… and I’ll leave the next step completely up to you…  ©AthenaRose01/03/13
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Yo That was Whats UUup I Feel Yu If I Was alot Oldered with all Do Respect id love yu If That was Pointed Towards Mehh.
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Yo That was Whats UUup I Feel Yu If I Was alot Oldered with all Do Respect id love yu If That was Pointed Towards Mehh. Hello Realist... Welcome to the Writers forum... it's very kind of you to read my work and respond... and you are equally as sweet to say that... but you really have to know someone deeply, what makes them breath, before love even enters the picture... Even at our age we often don't get it right... no matter how hard we try... or what we think we know... Well.. I hope to get to read your work on the boards too.. 
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Been there, AR. Nice write!
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Been there, AR. Nice write!
Hello burgundybry... it's nice to meet you... thank you for stopping by my thread and reading my work, I'm glad you can relate, but then not really, because that means... well.. we both know that that means...
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won’t we ever get over it... I’ve been on autopilot since… and it tears me up inside that we can’t even be friends… okay… so I didn’t make the wisest choice how could I… with no voice... everybody hides behind something... a mask… a look… a wall… it seemed to me I was just your booty call… someone you could master someone you didn’t have to look after… all that time you took to get my attention all the effort you made for affection… I know what you gave… I know how it made me cave… how much it made me crave... and I crumbled… then blindsided… I stumbled… oh… and the ball dropping… that was on you... you fumbled… but how much have we both been humbled… is love really suppose to hurt like this… then it's just some f**ked up bulls*it!!! I ran because I’m afraid of me I ran because I’m afraid of what you might see… now we’re both lost… souls ready for war… will there ever come a time we won’t be keeping score… who did what… or didn’t do enough… neither one of us can afford to keep this up… if we’re both moving on and leaving each other behind then fine… I want to FIND love… I want to FEEL love… I want to GIVE love… I WANT TO BE LOVED!!! and if it’s not with... or by you… then who… because you’ll never stop watching me… you won’t let yourself breath… you won’t let me be free… not really… so what do we do… I’m begging you for the truth… and I’ll leave the next step completely up to you… ©AthenaRose01/03/13
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Thank you, bo...
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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Fri 01/04/13 02:50 AM
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won’t we ever get over it... I’ve been on autopilot since… and it tears me up inside that we can’t even be friends… okay… so I didn’t make the wisest choice how could I… with no voice... everybody hides behind something... a mask… a look… a wall… it seemed to me I was just your booty call… someone you could master someone you didn’t have to look after… all that time you took to get my attention all the effort you made for affection… I know what you gave… I know how it made me cave… how much it made me crave... and I crumbled… then blindsided… I stumbled… oh… and the ball dropping… that was on you... you fumbled… but how much have we both been humbled… is love really suppose to hurt like this… then it's just some f**ked up bulls*it!!! I ran because I’m afraid of me I ran because I’m afraid of what you might see… now we’re both lost… souls ready for war… will there ever come a time we won’t be keeping score… who did what… or didn’t do enough… neither one of us can afford to keep this up… if we’re both moving on and leaving each other behind then fine… I want to FIND love… I want to FEEL love… I want to GIVE love… I WANT TO BE LOVED!!! and if it’s not with... or by you… then who… because you’ll never stop watching me… you won’t let yourself breath… you won’t let me be free… not really… so what do we do… I’m begging you for the truth… and I’ll leave the next step completely up to you… ©AthenaRose01/03/13
aren’t you so clever my long lost friend… ;-)
I see you there at your computer… looking back at me… ;-)
such a wicked smile plastered on your face… ;-)
instantly I recognize… and smile too ;-)
you… always you… ;-)
so deep in the rat race ;-)
just like the beginning… I feel the fibers alive inside… ;-)
dark eyes so wide and bright… ;-)
I can see the evil play you plan to make… ;-)
and I will respond without delay… ;-)
Forever Friends… Always… All the way to The End… ;-)
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