I’m emotionally wrought…
because I just never thought…
that I would ever get caught…
loving you…
we were our biggest secret…
and we swore always to keep it…
you were my everything…
you were my first ding…
I wanted to fall hard…
and I must have hit my head when I did…
because I acted like I’d lost my mind…
you’d push my buttons…
and I’d completely unwind…
talking about no shame…
I had way too much game…
and nobody else but me to blame…
there wasn’t no talking me down…
I was in heaven or high up on ecstasy…
something strange gotten into me…
and it was you…
pretty words… pretty how do you do…
even prettier face… I couldn’t turn my head away…
and a body that could make me crazy…
the second I laid eyes on it… I wanted it…
I knew it was mine…
mine to kiss… to stroke… to lick… to grip…
in all the right places…
we made love…
we made promises…
we even made compromises…
then I started hearing the lies…
I could see them in your eyes…
and it was time to say goodbye…
nothing else matters to me but trust
break that… there ain’t no love…
I walk… gig’s up…

©AthenaRose01/02/13

Dear Athena Rose,

I have celebrated my wanted happiness
Only to be succumb by its defeat
As it climbed through my emotions
I've been embrace by total deceit

Searching so long for my future
putting aside, the tears of my past
believing that your love is out there
will it be real to me and will it last

I have been speared with passion,
drunk with the cares of my dreams
I've held on to my romantic fantasy
held in my heart, was not as it seams

I have walked into life’s temptation
As I allowed blindness to overcome me
I've blamed myself for ignorance
what I though was real, was never to be

I have walked through my mind searching,
Hoping, only to have buried my soul
I've not yet found my true love
yet, you are out there, so I've been told,
i am real and what about you?

Mr. Kelvin Jones,

let me take this opportunity
to reply respectfully
with emotions raw and bleeding
still I try to speak honestly

i understand ways of many a man
in love they have the upper hand
we women just follow their plan
like groupies in lust with a band

once they have us in their grip
they feed us lines full of such ********
too many of us think ignorance is bliss
and we fall hook line and sinker for it

we too believe in life’s greatest passion
love no matter when is never out of fashion
but some men lack even the least bit of compassion
and they can’t keep their ***** in their pants fastened

while both genders flaws lead to our mistakes
we all harden our hearts so not to get played
but who the hell can really live this way
when everything around us seems so fake

so… if a man has a woman he wants to keep
his feelings invested… his love’s real and deep
he knows what she expects and it doesn’t come cheap
but is he willing to sacrifice to really make that leap

lovers come… we cum… then they leave again too
enjoying the moments memory until it turns blue
we want something more than lust can produce
I strive to find it… isn’t it the same way for you?

©AthenaRose01/03/13

Pretty words...Pretty how do you do?

Yes...
it's the ones that "get you at hello"
you really have to know...
before letting your heart go...

Thank you for reading... bo... and...