Topic: "My Greatest Fear"
TxsGal3333's photo
Thu 08/09/07 10:33 PM
I heard a question the other day.
They asked to see what others would say.
The question was what is your greatest fear?
I sat and watched as some volunteer.
To write there stories upon the post.
About what scared them the most.
Some wrote down and told.
That it scared them to grow old.
Then there was those scared of height.
Some were scared once it got dark at night.
When I was younger I use to have it in my head.
That by the time I was 33 I would be dead.
As those years came and was gone at last.
And I left those thoughts in the past.
For you see my Mom at 33 had died.
I was glad once those feelings subside.
But then new ones were to arise.
Shortly after my son was born as I looked into his eyes.
Then again 2 years later I had a baby girl.
To me she was as precious as a set of pearls.
Soon due to the thoughts my heart started sinking.
I sat here and just started thinking.
What if I don’t live long enough to see them grow?
Or the first time they get to play in the snow.
What could be worse than to miss their firsts?
To me there is nothing worst.
But slowly as the years went bye.
And the kids started Junior High.
Those fears finally started to go away.
Little by little they left each day.
Now my kids are grown.
My greatest fear now is being all alone.
Many I have told.
I want someone to hold.
To always be there for me.
It does not require a Masters degree.
I want to be able to curl up within there arms.
Have them protect me from all that harms.
To love me with all there heart.
As we share a love that will never part.
So now it seems to appear.
This is my last fear.


K.L.M
9/10/07

slowtogetit's photo
Thu 08/09/07 10:35 PM
well i hope you get to conquer that last fear soon.

LAMom's photo
Thu 08/09/07 10:55 PM
Beautiful,,, My ((( Puddin Cup )))))

Its a fear we all have I think,,, Time and patience the one to still your Heart and Soul will come :heart: flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:07 PM
Lol, Damnit girl my patience is running so thin it's on a hair Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssss is 16 years not long enough lmao By the time he shows up my mind will be in left field, my memory will be gone and my heart and soul will just be hanging around trying to figure out if my mind will wander back in lmaolaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh bigsmile flowerforyou smokin devil :tongue:

LAMom's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:08 PM
Damnnnnnnnnnnn youuuuuuu now you clean the coffee off my monitor
****zersssssssssssssssssssssssss Keep clicking he is out thier
laugh laugh bigsmile laugh

TxsGal3333's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:13 PM
OHH YEAH!!laugh laugh laugh WONDER WHAT WALMART WILL DO WHEN I WALK IN AND BUY ALL THE REMOTE CONTROLS FOR THE TV'S FOR SURE IF I HAVE ALL THE REMOTE CONTROLS THE MEN WOULD BE RUNNNG TO MY HOUSE AS I SIT HERE GOING................................................................CLICK...CLICK...CLICK..........CLICK,,,,,CLICK laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh bigsmile bigsmile bigsmile bigsmile bigsmile :tongue: :tongue: :tongue: :tongue: :tongue: smokin smokin .












GOTCHA *hehehehehehea*laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

LAMom's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:15 PM
OMG ****ttttttttttttttttt,,,, While your thier buy me some paper towel,, lots of coffee spitting here bigsmile laugh laugh laugh laugh

s1owhand's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:16 PM
well at least you will be blissfully unaware and carefree!

<<whoopee>>!

TxsGal3333's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:24 PM
Ohhh hell s1owhand I'm that way most of the time anyway.laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh actually I hate being serious all the time Humm ask Denise lmaolaugh laugh laugh laugh for she never knows if the next words out of my mouth will be serious or something completly off the wall. Hummm better yet have her send pics of her poor ole computer screen she keeps spitting at like a llama lollaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh bigsmile bigsmile :tongue:

LAMom's photo
Thu 08/09/07 11:34 PM
laugh laugh laugh laugh Awwwwwww hell I am so staying away from you and your posts,,, laugh laugh

Laughter is the best medicine in the world besides incredible friends,, :heart: bigsmile

frankfk's photo
Fri 08/10/07 05:30 AM
FEAR, 'A BIGGEST ENEMY OF A HUMAN PROGRESS BASED AND CREATE BY OUR THOUGHTS.'
NICE WORDING Txs flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Fri 08/10/07 01:32 PM
Thank you frank , totaly based on truth only of the way it was and is bigsmile