Merry christmas. :-)

Even God's envy man. To live forever leaves you unworried. To see your death slowly coming, is like no other compared. Music inspires me to write. I wrote this listening to Kaskade

Hells Demon

I'll tell you one thing about me you dont know
Iv'e seen the devil's eyes through this blizzard of snow
When you reach hells rage caught in it's burning cage
A masquerade of death smiles and lies in it's false perade
Ive gone to that place That makes the hair on your body stand up
I cant tell you what lies beneath that blood filled cup
How far down are you willing to go just know you will get cut
So take my hand you naieve child
Into this insidious hell where your raped and defiled
To get to this land where blood lives in the sand
You evolve into the devils hideous eyes and hands
Dare not become what i am
Stay as you are innocent mortal man

Your poetry is giving me chills... not really what I'd choose but it is effective...

Best Wishes

Chess is a game, a science, life spent learning, yearning to be the master Ive devoted so much of my time to its studies, and yet im still a novice

I to am a fan of chess
What great move can I think of
My mind goes beyond E 5
2 moves ahead of E 5
To many variations
In my head to be counted
Can you see past your defense
Exchange for exchange perhaps
With 1 wrong move can i loose
Questioning my own offense
With 1 piece taken removed
Im at a disadvantage
Do you play this game to win
Emotions can be your sin
Fear not my much older friend
To loose we can play this again

My heaven has gone away but i stand unafraid. Hell began and i was living in it. But no hell in fire or flame can burn through the inner layers of who i am. I pray that when the next time i step out into that beautiful bright and warm sunlight. I feel what i see reflecting back towards me. Even though most of what made my heaven so precious is lost. I still see angels living in this world reminding me hope is always in front of you. If you only take the time to stop and see. Death is inevitable and hard to understand why it happens, and when it happens. Painful memories of what you had will come and go. Although they might end abruptly without a conscious face. Heaven can never be erased. Take my strong hand through this chaotic earthquake in our lives. We may shift and tumble in different ways, but while your hand is holding mine, the fear within this nightmarish mess reality will be ever more so tolerable. You are my angel among many that cannot be killed. If you perish once, and i seem alone within these few minutes called my life. I'll reincarnate together you and i will be rejoined. This outer shell of my skin may change in time or in different lives. But we are angels you and i, a part of heaven, like heavens walls, that can never be torn down. Death will be but a breeze, for you and I.

Im gonna criticize my own writing for the first time, that last post i could have written better with less use of you and i, but o well :-) . I hope it has something interesting within it.

I can feel the draft, somewhere a window is cracked...


Welcome to Mingle2

To see through my mind
Would cause you to brake
These devilish eye's
No human mistakes
To know what I know
Is only heart ache
To feel what I feel
Crucified on stake
To see through my mind
would cause you to faint
To go through my hell
You would bleed for help
There is no escape
In this hellish mind
There is no angel
God that can save you
To go where I go
Is no turning back
Cast out from the light
And into the black
To live where I live
Is sickened by death
Creeping around you
Staggering your breath
To eat what I kill
Would give you a chill
Would you like a taste
Of my human flesh
To see through my mind
You will never rest

Here i go again as my paper meets with pen.

My ocean of sadness

Im alone in my own home Is my past looking at me With a long bitter sweet tap... Wakening me with a snap... Time and time goes by and by With all my heart I try try... To forget where I came from Is a place filled with only pain Pain is all I've ever known My heart is broken in two Longing to be fixed again Again and again and again... In my ocean of sadness I find myself casting away Never to be found or saved Saying goodbye sweet sun ray's Im lost is all I can say Floating along as I pray God show me the light of day Navigating my own way I can hear the water's tear's Trapped in a nightmare of fear I can hear the water's dreams Shouting with terrible screams I've cried and cried my tears dry My soul begins to shatter As I begin to shiver Asking myself why why why... I dont know where im going Dont know what im becoming I pray for a new beginning...