"Loving You/Losing You?"

As I sit here this morning
I'll put away these childish dreams
Dreams of love I had of us
It's futile to believe it could ever have lasted
A friend told me awhile back
I'd never have a love last more than three months...
My sister says every time I find a man
"You know she has FOUR kids, right???"
I'm drinking green tea, tryin to relax
putting "us" to rest
We didn't even try our best yet...
Damn this hurts all over again...
Why did you have to come along?
We were fine before you
and now I have to move on
once again feeling so alone
Honey, I dunno, Can we get through this???Turning off your phone
Shutting me out
Leaving me here with my tears.
YOu said I could cry on your shoulder
Where is it now?
You were supposed to be my strong tower
Where are you now?
Crying, Hurting, Crying
Hurt turning now to anger...
pickingng up the phone, I hate this weakness
Cause I know I'll only get your message...
but
I can't resist
time and time again
I try
and
try
and still
I get no answer
fingers punching in your number
from memory they stumble
as I crumble...




I'm here
waiting...
If you are reading
PLEASE call me...

I am not above apologizing???

Baby, I'M SORRY...



SCG 08/05/2007

losing and gaining is the basic beauty of life, it is up to us how we can take it.

aww sweetcountrygirl

(((( Wanda ))))) My heart pains to read your words,,, Hugs sweet one,,,

My heart is so sad for you.You will get through it.Enjoy your beautiful children.

I can go MAKE him answer that !#+^}$ phone when you call him S.C.G. You say the word I got cha' ya back!