At times I feel that I should just forget.
Why should I even fret?
At times it seems like a scheme.
It makes me at times want to scream.
I never thought that some day.
This would be the way.
I would go about finding someone.
Online I’m beginning to think it can’t be done.
It seems to be a never ending rerun.
We do the same thing each day.
As we wait for the e-mails to come our way.
Wondering will this be the day?
Then when we receive some e-mails.
It’s as if they are pitching a sale.
Have we truly become just a piece of meat?
As we listen to lies and deceit.
I’m tired of the ones playing a game.
It is such a crying out shame.
That I feel as if we have to lower our self.
Just in order to prove one self.
I never thought I would see.
The day this is how it would be.
At times it seems cold.
Like you must fit a certain mold.
You must fill out a check list.
They want thin your overweight you no longer exist.
What happened at looking at the person as a whole?
They could be perfect in every way but they are not a bean pole.
So they are pushed aside like a piece of meat on a hook.
You never took the actually time to look.
Or get to know that person for who they really are.
Instead you’re looking for that perfect star.


K.L.M
8/5/07

Great words here Girl; and sooooo true (unfortunately)! I know what ya mean...But, ya know what...I know who you are...and I am sooo thankful you have been such a dear dear friend!!
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and keep heart, the RIGHT one is worth waiting for, and HE will be worth that wish upon a star!!!

Yeah is is not funny how true these words are. We are all guilty to a point.

Ohh girl my is well encased and is not going anywhere. But my mind may change the course of action taken in the past. As far as looking

THE PERFECT STAR IS CREATED BY THE IMPERFECT STAR, BUT WE DON'T SEE THE SOURCE, NICELY WORDED

Awww true Frank and as far as I have seen in my life time there are no perfect stars we have flaws one must be able to see the whole picture in front of them. And realize there are certain flaws that can be dealt with were others will doom a relationdship from the start.

But regardless we don't have to accept or even look at what we will accept and change our thoughts to suit anyone for your the one that has to be happy so best wishes to all to find that so called perfect star for them.


But anywho what most don't take into consideratiton as far as online. People can say what they want to and some are very good at it. They don't tell you the truth about drugs , alcoholic, there mental well being and other things they hide so well.
They think if I get them to love me they will accept my flaws cause they want just walk away then.


Does that happen for some yes cause they hid it real well with some no. But it is tough after you meet them and start to care you can not
overlook the things they confess to at that time.

But most likely yur not gonna turn yur back .

Ohhh and this well if you talk to them enough you can tell if there lying or not yeah right

Truth is you never know someone till you live with them 24 /7 and then you still do not know them completly you hear it all the time were a husband or wife had secrets and the other never knew till later. One must just do the best with what you have and listen really listen when they tell you things.

tsx, do ur best from ur end and don't expect from anyone that he/she will do the same for you, that i learned a long time ago in my life, that keeps me happy and healthy.