It’s been two years.
And many shed tears.
When you turned and walked away.
Come to find out this was your way.
I was not the first this happen to.
It was the way you liked to do.
You would capture a heart.
When completed you would tear it apart.
What you did was not right.
Your words I could almost recite.
Upside down you turned my life.
Deeply in my back you shoved the knife.
Slowly you proceeded to turn the handle.
Did you think I was going to create a big scandal?
You might have broken my heart but I still had my pride.
No matter how many nights I cried.
I tried so hard to understand.
For how long had you planned?
Did you sit back and plan your attack?
Were you proud should I engrave you a plaque?
Across the top I would put your name.
Let all know to you love is but a game.
Why did I even let my heart care?
The love I had for you had me walking on air.
The blinders were on and I never saw it.
My heart you stomped on but I refuse to throw a fit.
For you see my pride would not allow me to plead.
Instead I looked into your eyes as my heart began to bleed.
Slowly little by little it came apart.
As I stood there in the doorway and watch you depart.
There I stood felling so lost.
Realizing by giving my heart what it had cost.
You will never in this life time understand.
What it does to someone after asking for there hand.
As I stood there looking deep into your eyes.
Rushing forward came all the lies.
Now here it is two years later and you give me a call.
Did you really think that I would fall to my knees and crawl?
Oh my Darling, my Sweet Baby please come back to me.
After these years do you not even see?
All the hurt and the pain you caused me.
You left me standing there with my heart broken.
For two years not a word between us has been spoken.
Then out of the blue you appear.
Telling of the hell you have had and how you are sincere.
You miss my touch and the things I did for you.
Is this what you have had to resort to?
You thought you could just slide right back.
In my life and I would jump back into the sack.
For it was my loving you actually miss.
Yes my Darling I have something you can kiss.
You can see it as I turn and walk away.
For my love died the moment you turned your back on me that day.

Nice


especially this line:

Yes my Darling I have something you can kiss.
You can see it as I turn and walk away.

beautiful tx!!

THats the way it goes , Someone always has motives to get love and not be honest as to what love is about to them. The next time if ever I meet someone and they want a relationship based on love I will ask them to tell me exactly what that means cause I will not get burned a third time by a woman that says she loves me only to find out she just wants a screw buddy and someone to help pay bills .... Nuff said Dave...

Awwww girl...kristi...You blew me away with this one...Feel like I was there every step of the way with ya!!! Sounds like my life a bit ago...until I said the same thing...Especially now.."yeah, I have something you can kiss"...Wonderful way to wrap things up...LOL!!!
You are such a strong woman, I admire your strength!!!
(((((((((H U G))))))))))!)) for you

((((( Kristi ))))) Awwwwwww Yes,, I so love this one,,,,

Mike thanks for reading hummm for some strange reason that line just happen to fall right in place. And yes gave it the perfect ending.


sofit glad you enjoyed it alo

BigSexy thank you very much

fiftyoneomg - I do hear what your saying and why you say the things you do. But.........one can not close there heart due to ones in the past. For the new ones in the future deserve to have your heart as the ones before did. As far as a relationship they should be based on allot more than just Love. It has to do with RESPECT, HONESTY, TRUST, & LOVE.
Sorry you have been burned in the past but ya know we all have and in order to move on we must deal with our past. Mend our hearts and souls and be ready to give them once again for if you take that path and not open your heart to the next one you will never know what it could have been.
Humm besides if that is all they seem to be after is money Shhhhhhhsss get rid of them quick. But never close your heart to the one that could be that one you have been looking for.

SCG girl I think I even amazed myself with this one myself lmao Hummm first time that made it upon the pages lol. Strong woman hummmmmmmmmmmmm naw actually girl I break just like anyone else. I tend to put my heart on my sleeve I was told at one time. And in the process was asked why did I do that.
Hummmm I had to think on that one but then told them that if I hid my heart then what good would it do if it is closed to the world no one would be able to conme in and it would stay lifeless. So one must pick up the pieces and learn that we must take the first steps mend, and open it back up if not we will surely miss the one that was knocking to get in.


Awww and just for the record LMAO yeah he did contact me last night. Totaly blew my mind all sweet and nice damnit talking about sugar coating it. lol And I was just as sweet and nice to him as well told him that was the past and I was not gonna dwell upon the past. But I guess what really got me rolling really good is when he went into talking about SEX. Omg, I did point blank ask him what you mean you miss my P***y lmao I do think I stumped him with that one but ohh I did get such a good chuckle out of it. But he never missed a beat.
Lmao sure he needed that rhythm with the beat that beat humm figured ya wanna play with words by the time I got through sure he had to go play with himself. lmao But hey I keep a smile the whole time lol

Hey ((((((((Buttercup))))

How are ya lol

Hummmmmmmmm ya like this one huhhhh lmao

Well caught me off guard Shsssshhhhhhhh

But.............. I know it totaly blew his mind for I was just soooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeet I was like pure honey.

I let him just talk away I heard the words I wanted to hear from him on how much he missed me and etc... lmao Awww he wants to see me humm huuuuuuuu NOT !!!!

I felt like I was right there with you.Beautiful

pkh thank you very much for your kind words.

It is nice to know that the words upon the page can touch
one in such a way. And very nice to know they did thank you again

tsx, a new door is open for you, get an insight to look into it with ur power

frank each and everyday there are doors to the past that we close we don't lock them just close them in order that if we ever need to we can open them back up and realize why we closed them and the better person we are today. But......... then there are also new ones to open each day some we will just take a peak and shut back then others we will actually wonder in to see for our curiosity had gotten the best of us.

Awesome Txas. Thank you for sharing!

Thank you sandylou for your kind words

Tuoche'

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'THE DAY THE LOVE DIED' DID YOU NOTICE THE ONE BORN, TSX

OHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh Frank now we are getting deep for The Day That Love Died.............. I could not see past the Death of that Love I had for him. In order to see anything else. But... almost 6 months later I finally realized and saw the whole picture and knew that it was for the best. It was not a relatinship that I dove into went very slow we had dated a year never one argument in that year we talked endless hours on the phone. So yah the break up totaly blew my mind. but not to the point I could not live life each day.

But after all this he hit me on the IM this morning and still wanted to know when we were gonna get together for he does not live in Texas. He made a few sexual comments. And I had already decided no matter what I would remain kewl and nice. So I politely told him just to hold those thoughts that he had of the past. For we could never meet for I would not lower myself to become anyones bed buddy. And that there was way to much hurt and tears in the past and that is were they needed to remain. So therefore we would never meet again. For I was not willing or wanted to drag up the past emotions for I'm not one that can switch those feelings off at any given moment. He did say he was sorry and would never bring it up again. And he thank me for my honesty. and that was that.

i like ur wrap up, no matter what circumstances of parting, de-parting, keep ur head cool and the tackle the situation that no involving party gets hurt to the point, where the life becomes miserable to each individual one.
nice and mature comments based on experience

Well Frank due to the nature of my split with the ex and all the things that he did or threaten to do made life miserable for way over a year afterwards I had said then and will always say it. I will beg no man to stay with me and if one choses to sleep around then his choice is revoked and now it is my choice and that is the only thing I can think of I will not stay with one that cheats so I walked away. And will continue to as long as I live. Hey if someone don't want to live with me there is the door I'll help them pack there stuff even what is there's they are welcome to take it.

I want a man to stay with me because he wants to not because he feels he has too.