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My golden boy
with California muscles you are good for me. Like sun on skin parading my name in lights for everyone to see. Like the lights in the valley when we stopped at the 7-Eleven and when we stopped at Club Mannikin and when we stopped at Diego's and when we didn't want to stop but did. Having no choice. I remember watching you at the point, out in the surf while wave after wave washed over you, wishing it was me. But it wasn't and there was nothing I could do. And when we went up in the desert you drove and my brother sang love songs in the back seat. There was a haze over everything and I didn't mind not being able to see the mountains. You just kept driving and I boldly mentioned past loves like reciting a grocery list. When my brother fell asleep you finally told me you had never really been in love. I never saw the sun that day and I considered telling you to keep driving, there's no need to stop. But it got dark and when we entered the city I saw the lights again and we drove into them and they were all around us and they warmed me like the sun never could. The next morning you drove me to the airport and I took pictures of you squinting in the sun to help me remember. We had time for hot chocolate and it was hard to talk and I remember both of our hands were in front of our cups, not touching. I asked you what you were thinking and you couldn't put it in words and neither could I. When it was time to go I couldn't hold back and I finally had to touch you holding you like a soldier back from war. I wanted to thank you for the lights and the sun and for making me believe. You answered me by brushing your lips across my cheek and somehow, it was enough. |
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Wow very nice |
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very nice,sometimes it's the simple things that are just enough.
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Very nice! WOW!
(But, girl, ya shoulda grabbed him up and kissed him like there was no tomorrow!!! ) |
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Normally I would have, but I was with someone at the time... I'm a lot older now and believe me, if I thought there was some chemistry I would be on it right now. Now I am single and view life as too short to miss a single opportunity.
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nice Pamela....gave me a rush of memories of a girl named Janey from Arizona..
1974...3 day whirlwind & then a heartwrenching goodbye at Mpls airport... never to be seen again...hmmmm...great poem... |
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Awesome poem enjoyed it very much. Ohh how the memories of the past seem to come flooding back years later.
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