Its all in this box....
walk away ...
its still not gone ...
but every day I still turn it on....

I wandered in ,
had a desire ,,
burnin me ,
made my hair on fire!
floated around ,
what I sought seemed no where to be found .
turned away ..
often with a pout ,
nothin happened ,
made me wanna scream and shout.
met some one ,
felt like part of my soul.
never had I felt so whole.
got lost in the differences ,
and we turned each other off.
nevermore could we so scoff.
thought it was the end of ends..
but I stuck around ,
I have a wealth of friends ...
now I dont know how this has turned
but I'm sittin here still scorched and burned
talkin with new friends that I have found
trying not to think of him ,
for I am bound ..
maybe there was something else ment to be ..
how will I ever know ,
what will set me free ?
my heart is torn ,
so many possibilities have emerged ..
how could a new love be born
I cannot sleep
I toss and turn
my mind is lost
how do I learn?
I spend my days in distant thought
oh the pain that this has wrought.
all I wanted
was the love that I sought.

beautiful!cat

That was so awesome!!!!

((((Purple)))) Biggest fan....(jumps up and down waving arms) ...over here Biggest fan.....She is the Most talented person on JSH and will soon be taking over the world..........

ha ha ...and I will paint it many colors too ,,and I am considering plaid and paisley here and there as well ...

((((((((((( Purple ))))))))))))))) Bravo,,,,,

Plaid and Paisley ohhhhhhhhhh I love those colors,,,, Your words are inspiring and so heartfelt,,, Hugs & Kisses