My life is almost over now,
life ripped asunder.
Torn to shreds by
Life, by misery.

I sit here waiting.
Waiting for the fatal
clot to move.
To end the misery.

It will in time,
though time is forever.
Like a clock ticking down
to zero.

Threw the tablets away you see,
accepting the inevitable.
Accepting the limits
of my existence.

There is a time to die,
a time to be born,
my time is almost nigh.
At last.

Forgive me oh God for
taking this decision.
I could not help it.
My bleeding heart demanded recompense.

Recompense for misery.
Recompense for hurt.
Recompense for being too trustful.
Recompense for being here.

As I stare death in the face,
I fear no evil.
Evil does not exist.
Not in my philosophy.

I shall transcend.
I shall enter the light.
I shall rest from life’s cruel
Injustice.

I shall be happy, forever.