Because of my horrible inability to talk about what's going on with me, and my issues.. this is all I have.

This sickness.. threatening to swallow me whole.
I can't even breathe, without having my happiness stole.
The pain, in every single inch of me..
But, I don't talk about it.. I despise the pity.
The dozens of pills I place on my tongue each day..
Every single hour any bit of sanity is threatened to be taken away.
I'm tired, so tired, constantly everyday of my life.
Everything being cut short, by the wield of life's knife.

Just beyond the fading light
Where the sun rests as we greet the night
You feel as though, there is no one around
But I am with you always, but I make no sound
If you find yourself in pain
I feel it too all the same
If you find yourself in tears
Such lingers within my fears
I do love you, now, tomorrow, and always
Even if you can't see me, I'll be there and all days.

I am here for you.
Good and bad, sickness and health.
Even if I lack the right thing to say
Even if I lack the right thing to do.
I am here.
There is no God, nor any unseen force.
That is forcing me to be by your side.
Truth is..
There is no place on Earth..
..or any place lingering in the afterlife.
That I would rather be..
..then eternally resting..
..by your side.

<3

... <3

Naww you guys bring tears to my eyes..

Aw..

:)