Well everyone I left this sight alone for a while because I met the love of my life!We were together for 4 wonderful years and were suppose to get married next month but all of that vanished Jan.1st 2012 when he decided to take his own life! Witnessing that has scarred me for life and will leave the question WHY unanswered forever! I just need help coping with all of this Anyone with advice on how let me know!

you just have to take it one day at a time, otherwise it would be too overwhelming to deal with. Get involved with family and friends

I'm sorry for your loss.

I am truly sorry to hear that, and grieve for your loss.

All I can say is take it one day at a time, hang on tightly to your family and friends, and you will get through. Tragedy does not always have a satisfactory why answer... sometimes it just is that. A tragedy.

Just remember what you had, and hold tight to it in your heart, and again... one day at a time.

I am truly sorry again. Good Luck to you.

i doubt there is anything anyone can say to you that will make this pass instantly. you may find plenty of people to sympathize with you in this situation, but for real help, you may need to speak with a professional counselor. prayers for you and yours girl

(((hug))) is all I can do.

I lost my love when i was 24 and she 29. there are no answers and no advice that will help, hold strong and i will listen and be there for you when you want to talk.

Sarah, there is sadly no answer to that question. I know, I asked it a billion times since last April. I wrote to you an e-mail. Please feel free to write to me anytime.

Well everyone I left this sight alone for a while because I met the love of my life!We were together for 4 wonderful years and were suppose to get married next month but all of that vanished Jan.1st 2012 when he decided to take his own life! Witnessing that has scarred me for life and will leave the question WHY unanswered forever! I just need help coping with all of this Anyone with advice on how let me know!
My story is almost the same it was jan 1 2011 a little over a year and i still hurt deeply inside.I'm thinking on doing on what Bulldog suggest and perhaps seek some kind of professional counseling cuz its come to the point that i know i cant fix it.I want to be happy again as it is i'm sad and lonely every day that go's by and that's just not going to work.

My heart,,and my prayers,,and my hopes
The best I can tell you is do what your doing here,,reach out,,and let go all that your holding inside..Releasing your feelings of hurt and pain,,and many more feelings you have now inside,,
Your TRYING to find YOU,,once more,,and it will take you a long time. I can only say that IF,,you need a friend to listen,,and trust,,I am on these pages a lot each week,,so feel free to speak,,
I wish you much happiness to your healing,,and I know, you will find your peace to live through,,

Oh Sarah,I am so very sorry for your loss! It will be 2 years ago in April that my brother took his life. And I can't even amagine witnessing it!
I still ask why!! And get no answer.
Please feel free to email me if you would like!Hugs!

Sarah, I am so sorry.

There aren't any words that will take this away for you. Know that you have touched my heart and the hearts of many others, and you have love and support even when you don't think you do.

Even though this is just a message board-there are real, caring people out here who feel compassion, and share tears of sadness when they hear about the inexplicable loss in the life of a sweet, beautiful person like yourself.

Blessings to you girl-feel free to email me if you need a caring shoulder.

Lisa

I am sorry for your loss, Sarah. One day at a time is a good answer. I have gotten a lot of good help here and site I was on before I got here with grief. I pray for you that life will get better for you.

I am really sorry to hear that!
You have my deepest sympathies.

I am so sorry for your loss.

Wish there was something I could say or do to help you,but I know I can,t.Grief is something you have to work through and it takes time lots and lots of time.
Please know that many of us will be here to listen to you and support you whenever you need it.

I am so sorry to hear that. I know what it is like. Know that sometimes we ourselves dont know why we do things, and dont blame yourself!

Thank you everyone for all the support! Its a wonderful thing I came back to this website considering I was about to just give up on everything! I do not like asking anyone for help and I usually will struggle before I hold my hand out! You all have helped me in your own special kind of way and Im very thankful for it

Just keep hanging in there. There are ALWAYS people who care.