I feel like.
What's the point?
Silver lining.
Everything else blows.
Enslaved to something I can't change.
Even when faced with choice...
...must I feel like I always make the wrong ones?

I feel like.
Everything's on me.
I can't sleep.
(No masturbating doesn't help)
Since it's just a joke...
I'm tired of being a comedian..
..when I don't want to laugh.

I feel like.
Chit.
Stepped on.
You curse cause your shoe stinks.
What about me?
You just smeared my face a**hole!

I feel like.
Saying I 'feel' it a lie.
I'm numb anymore.
I don't know what affects me.
Just her...
Those warm gooey feelings.
But...
When she's not there...
*sigh*

...it's not supposed to be like this.

I feel.
Lost.
In words unspoken.
I write.
It matters not.
It is just a voice.
It is just words.

Empty.

Anxious

Some may de-activate, but what's to say they aren't still spying in Stealth mode? You never know. Kidding

Mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted.

This move and dealing with selling the condo is just too much for me.

Snow. Im feeling snowy

Exhausted

Cold

kind of blah

BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

It`s cold and snowy here.

Other than that bullchitt, I`m doing great.

dying.com

Like being lazy.

RARA!!!!! Look at you...you're standing up! Awesome.

My youngest just left to go back to school. His classes start tomorrow. So a little sad about that But...I'm thinking I need to stop moping and go and get ready to go out and watch the big Ravens/Patriots game <<<<<<< Instead of mugs, picture pom poms

Better [drinking some coffee]

Focused on all my chores. But loneliness is tugging on my heart. I am missing someone more than usual today.

Hard work and great music that I'm singing at the top of my lungs is getting me by.

heckuva lot better than yesterday!! yay!