I think this year I'll take my wish list
and tear it all to shreds
Take down the christmas lights,
and leave the tree downstairs instead
I won't make out any christmas cards
I'd rather just keep myself inside
Alone with this broken christmas gift
No more you and I

What family can I turn to
when for years it's only been you
How am I not with a broken spirit
it's what loss loves often go through
I don't want to pretend to be happy
it's hard to even wanna try
I don't want this broken christmas gift
No more you and I

I love how you can laugh and smile
after all that we've been through
I've never felt so expendable
until all the pain you put me through
I hope you feel you've found all the answers
and for once you're content with your life
I never meant to make you so strong
No more you and I

Wow, have you touched a nerve with me. Its exactly how I feel.
Thanks for sharing.

Thank you navygirl!

You are quite welcome and very talented. I just wonder how many others feel the same way?

This will hit a nerve in many Ny...It is beautifully sad.....Love your style!

I did at one time..

I see that you got over it. Me, I don't think I ever did or will but guess there are worse things in life to deal with.

((((J))))

Glad you are better now!

You'll get better

thank you, babe

I doubt it but thanks for the thought.

I know you will cos you're a strong woman

You give me too much credit my dear man. I think you are a gem.

nO I don't. thank you

I can relate and don't plan on putting up a tree this year and I'm not going to feel guilty about it. Well done!!

Thank you everyone!Your feedback means everything to me!