for fear of the unknown we strive for the things in life that only mask the time from are day to day board state of being. never living the way we truly want to live or doing the things we wish we could . only masking it in are dreams and hopes never realizing that if only we just started doing and not just saying. if if if only if , crying out to are desires that fade in and out of reality. looking on others that seem not to care one way or the other if they are doing what you wish you were .. and why would they they may in all actuality be doing just out of some wired and strange thing. never relay wanting to do it in the first place. so we hide what we want , throw are feelings and hopes and dreams away just so that another can be doing the things you want to do that they them self wish that they were you . so the moral of this is

Really liked your post! I am who I am and super happy. Except being in Carlsbad (ha-ha )

I am a person who likes Carlsbad... (I live in Roswell.)