Somewhere in the darkness your voice finds its way to my ears, pausing only a moment to be sure its really you i close my eyes and am greeted by that gentle boyish smile and those deep-blue eyes i remember only too well. The sunlight is warm against my bare cheeks as you scoop me up into your arms just as i have wanted for so long. Looking into your eyes nothing needs to be said as all the love and compassion you have always had for me comes rushing out in a river of tears. Finally after a few moments... "i love you." even as the softest whisper i felt all that you meant to the very core of my soul. Gently wiping your tears my own begin to trickle slowly. " I miss you" was all i could manage. Without another word our lips slowly meet. a moment later i open my eyes only to find i was once again alone. nothing broke the silence but the rythmic ticking of a clock. unable to control them any longer huge sobs escape as i realize you had never been there at all everything had only been a dream...



this is a dedication to a very close friend of mine who took his own life at the end of last year we all miss him very much he was the most selfless person you'd ever meet