Topic: why?
BabySensative's photo
Fri 12/03/10 10:27 PM
why was i cheated on?
why was i hurt?
what have i done to deserve such cruelty?
is it because i'm not pretty enough?
is it because i'm no good for you?
why was i lied to about everything?
the lies and the cheating and the drugs
u've demolished the innocent heart and soul i once had
my eyes cry for the pain is to unbearable to live through
i stayed true to you
and you do me like that?
treat me like ****?
why? if you loved me you would have stopped hurting me after i asked
after the first time you cheated on me
why?
why did you?
and how could you sleep with her, then me not even 24hrs later?
why did you destroy me?
why do drugs when the best thing u could ever have
was right in front of you?
right in your arms
you killed the relationship before we even started...
why?

kc0003's photo
Fri 12/03/10 10:42 PM
welcome...flowerforyou

no photo
Sat 12/04/10 01:11 AM
Sadly, you'll never know why.
Neither does he.

It was not you - not anything you did or didn't do, anything you are or are not. It was not you.

Peace flowerforyou

campfire83's photo
Sat 12/04/10 05:19 AM
Sometimes "why" isn't the question that needs to be asked.....If you ask yourself "why not" it may but a different spin on it, and give you some understanding. :) I've been there too, it's hard....hope things get better for you!