all through life ive grown in the struggle..making my life from the steps of rubble..learned to defend on my own with my two fists growing up wid a dad who didnt give a damn ..drunk and drugged out is all i remember of my dad how he use to go off on ma mom and beat her..i was scared..real scared..but not of him ..but of me...growing up like that monster i feared for ma loved ones thinking they could be the next ones...to feel the rage from ths animal..why must i be born from a beast dat i feel da rage flow straight to ma head..i want to love and be loved for me ...and only me...im my own person wid my own thoughts and feelings..i was luky enough not to end up like a monster im grateful that i am me for withought my self respect i would have been dead..acting like an animal in a cell dats ma dads eternal hell..but i will never be alone through my journey..for the devils in my path and god has my back...i will still be me no diffrent ..and those who dont know ....Im ME ...only Me