Hi samantha. It is so unfutunate that some men are still no more what the claim to be. Just dry your tears and move on, you will see better and more responsible men only if you stick 2 JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR for direction. Meanwhile he never appreciated u for who you are, probably u showed him more love and trusted him more and he took it for granted. I would not want you to give up on trusting men or your man because he was not made for you that is why when he gets drunk the real him unveils, but would you agree with that no experience is lost? If yes then you will be better in your next relationship. So take care and always be a good girl.