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You and I have dreamed the same, in this world and this living game.
WE'VE dreamed together you and I, of days spent passing us by. Though always without reflections, yet still within our directions. Time and 'that' feeling, so compassionately healing. Hours turned into years, the many sad and happy tears. You've been a fresh breathe to an old dog's nose. A crisp, clear voice, to make deafening ears, rejoice! A kindred spirit, sometimes silent but always there. Floating in with Grace and tact, with your warmth to share. While we may never really meet in this life here. Many in this world have enjoyed your pleasures, from right there. |
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Edited by
ArtGurl
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(((kc))) You sweet gentle feather duster you! Drawing the curtains and blowing the dust off of one of my favourite places with such heartfelt and emotion filled additions.
(((slow))) (((Terry))) thank you for sharing in the creation of this collective 'Mood' Thank you |
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Let It Enfold You ~ Charles Bukowski
either peace or happiness, let it enfold you when i was a young man I felt these things were dumb,unsophisticated. I had bad blood,a twisted mind, a pecarious upbringing. I was hard as granite,I leered at the sun. I trusted no man and especially no woman. I was living a hell in small rooms, I broke things, smashed things, walked through glass, cursed. I challenged everything, was continually being evicted,jailed,in and out of fights,in and aout of my mind. women were something to screw and rail at,i had no male freinds, I changed jobs and cities,I hated holidays, babies,history, newspapers, museums, grandmothers, marriage, movies, spiders, garbagemen, english accents,spain, france,italy,walnuts and the color orange. algebra angred me, opera sickened me, charlie chaplin was a fake and flowers were for pansies. peace an happiness to me were signs of inferiority, tenants of the weak an addled mind. but as I went on with my alley fights, my suicidal years, my passage through any number of women-it gradually began to occur to me that I wasn't diffrent from the others, I was the same, they were all fulsome with hatred, glossed over with petty greivances, the men I fought in alleys had hearts of stone. everybody was nudging, inching, cheating for some insignificant advantage, the lie was the weapon and the plot was emptey, darkness was the dictator. cautiously, I allowed myself to feel good at times. I found moments of peace in cheap rooms just staring at the knobs of some dresser or listening to the rain in the dark. the less i needed the better i felt. maybe the other life had worn me down. I no longer found glamour in topping somebody in conversation. or in mounting the body of some poor drunken female whose life had slipped away into sorrow. I could never accept life as it was, i could never gobble down all its poisons but there were parts, tenous magic parts open for the asking. I re formulated I don't know when, date,time,all that but the change occured. something in me relaxed, smoothed out. i no longer had to prove that i was a man, I did'nt have to prove anything. I began to see things: coffe cups lined up behind a counter in a cafe. or a dog walking along a sidewalk. or the way the mouse on my dresser top stopped there with its body, its ears, its nose, it was fixed, a bit of life caught within itself and its eyes looked at me and they were beautiful. then- it was gone. I began to feel good, I began to feel good in the worst situations and there were plenty of those. like say, the boss behind his desk, he is going to have to fire me. I've missed too many days. he is dressed in a suit, necktie, glasses, he says, "i am going to have to let you go" "it's all right" i tell him. He must do what he must do, he has a wife, a house, children. expenses, most probably a girlfreind. I am sorry for him he is caught. I walk onto the blazing sunshine. the whole day is mine temporailiy, anyhow. (the whole world is at the throat of the world, everybody feels angry, short-changed, cheated, everybody is despondent, dissillusioned) I welcomed shots of peace, tattered shards of happiness. I embraced that stuff like the hottest number, like high heels,breasts, singing,the works. (dont get me wrong, there is such a thing as cockeyed optimism that overlooks all basic problems justr for the sake of itself- this is a sheild and a sickness.) The knife got near my throat again, I almost turned on the gas again but when the good moments arrived again I did'nt fight them off like an alley adversary. I let them take me, i luxuriated in them, I bade them welcome home. I even looked into the mirror once having thought myself to be ugly, I now liked what I saw,almost handsome,yes, a bit ripped and ragged, scares,lumps, odd turns, but all in all, not too bad, almost handsome, better at least than some of those movie star faces like the cheeks of a babys butt. and finally I discovered real feelings fo others, unhearleded, like latley, like this morning, as I was leaving, for the track, i saw my wif in bed, just the shape of her head there (not forgetting centuries of the living and the dead and the dying, the pyarimids, Mozart dead but his music still there in the room, weeds growing, the earth turning, the toteboard waiting for me) I saw the shape of my wife's head, she so still, i ached for her life, just being there under the covers. i kissed her in the, forehead, got down the stairway, got outside, got into my marvelous car, fixed the seatbelt, backed out the drive. feeling warm to the fingertips, down to my foot on the gas pedal, I entered the world once more, drove down the hill past the houses full and emptey of people, i saw the mailman, honked, he waved back at me |
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... beautiful, beautiful, poems, kc, Valentina, ArtGurl, Dancere!
good to find them here "love is so short, forgetting so long" following are some poems by Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin I Will Be Silent Soon I will be silent soon! But if in days of mire I ever answered was by thoughtful play of lyre; And if the silent youths, who understood me right, Were marveling to years of my poor love's infliction; And, just, if you yourself, in sweetest disposition, The stanza, doleful, were whispering at night And liked the voice, with which my heart itself discovers, And if, o Lord, I'm loved -- let me, my dear friend, Oh let me animate my lyre at the end By sacred name of one who was the best of lovers! When I'll forever fall into the deadly dream, Above my dismal urn, say with a good intention: I loved this poor man, and I had breathed in him His song's and love's latest inspiration. I Loved You I loved you, and it may be from my soul The former love has never gone away, But let it not recall to you my dole; I wish not sadden you in any way. I loved you silently, without hope, fully, In diffidence, in jealousy, in pain; I loved you so tenderly and truly, As let you else be loved by any man. Winter morning Cold frost and sunshine: day of wonder! But you, my friend, are still in slumber-- Wake up, my beauty, time belies: You dormant eyes, I beg you, broaden Toward the northerly Aurora, As though a northern star arise! Recall last night, the snow was whirling, Across the sky, the haze was twirling, The moon, as though a pale dye, Emerged with yellow through faint clouds. And there you sat, immersed in doubts, And now, -- just take a look outside: The snow below the bluish skies, Like a majestic carpet lies, And in the light of day it shimmers. The woods are dusky. Through the frost The greenish fir-trees are exposed; And under ice, a river glitters. The room is lit with amber light. And bursting, popping in delight Hot stove still rattles in a fray. While it is nice to hear its clatter, Perhaps, we should command to saddle A fervent mare into the sleight? And sliding on the morning snow Dear friend, we'll let our worries go, And with the zealous mare we'll flee. We'll visit empty ranges, thence, The woods, which used to be so dense And then the shore, so dear to me. |
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"I Will Be Silent Soon"
i can't remember where it was that i first saw this, but i had forgotten it till now. thanks for the reminder |
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Bénédiction Lorsque, par un décret des puissances suprêmes, Le Poète apparaît en ce monde ennuyé, Sa mère épouvantée et pleine de blasphèmes Crispe ses poings vers Dieu, qui la prend en pitié: — «Ah! que n'ai-je mis bas tout un noeud de vipères, Plutôt que de nourrir cette dérision! Maudite soit la nuit aux plaisirs éphémères Où mon ventre a conçu mon expiation! Puisque tu m'as choisie entre toutes les femmes Pour être le dégoût de mon triste mari, Et que je ne puis pas rejeter dans les flammes, Comme un billet d'amour, ce monstre rabougri, Je ferai rejaillir ta haine qui m'accable Sur l'instrument maudit de tes méchancetés, Et je tordrai si bien cet arbre misérable, Qu'il ne pourra pousser ses boutons empestés!» Elle ravale ainsi l'écume de sa haine, Et, ne comprenant pas les desseins éternels, Elle-même prépare au fond de la Géhenne Les bûchers consacrés aux crimes maternels. Pourtant, sous la tutelle invisible d'un Ange, L'Enfant déshérité s'enivre de soleil Et dans tout ce qu'il boit et dans tout ce qu'il mange Retrouve l'ambroisie et le nectar vermeil. II joue avec le vent, cause avec le nuage, Et s'enivre en chantant du chemin de la croix; Et l'Esprit qui le suit dans son pèlerinage Pleure de le voir gai comme un oiseau des bois. Tous ceux qu'il veut aimer l'observent avec crainte, Ou bien, s'enhardissant de sa tranquillité, Cherchent à qui saura lui tirer une plainte, Et font sur lui l'essai de leur férocité. Dans le pain et le vin destinés à sa bouche Ils mêlent de la cendre avec d'impurs crachats; Avec hypocrisie ils jettent ce qu'il touche, Et s'accusent d'avoir mis leurs pieds dans ses pas. Sa femme va criant sur les places publiques: «Puisqu'il me trouve assez belle pour m'adorer, Je ferai le métier des idoles antiques, Et comme elles je veux me faire redorer; Et je me soûlerai de nard, d'encens, de myrrhe, De génuflexions, de viandes et de vins, Pour savoir si je puis dans un coeur qui m'admire Usurper en riant les hommages divins! Et, quand je m'ennuierai de ces farces impies, Je poserai sur lui ma frêle et forte main; Et mes ongles, pareils aux ongles des harpies, Sauront jusqu'à son coeur se frayer un chemin. Comme un tout jeune oiseau qui tremble et qui palpite, J'arracherai ce coeur tout rouge de son sein, Et, pour rassasier ma bête favorite Je le lui jetterai par terre avec dédain!» Vers le Ciel, où son oeil voit un trône splendide, Le Poète serein lève ses bras pieux Et les vastes éclairs de son esprit lucide Lui dérobent l'aspect des peuples furieux: — «Soyez béni, mon Dieu, qui donnez la souffrance Comme un divin remède à nos impuretés Et comme la meilleure et la plus pure essence Qui prépare les forts aux saintes voluptés! Je sais que vous gardez une place au Poète Dans les rangs bienheureux des saintes Légions, Et que vous l'invitez à l'éternelle fête Des Trônes, des Vertus, des Dominations. Je sais que la douleur est la noblesse unique Où ne mordront jamais la terre et les enfers, Et qu'il faut pour tresser ma couronne mystique Imposer tous les temps et tous les univers. Mais les bijoux perdus de l'antique Palmyre, Les métaux inconnus, les perles de la mer, Par votre main montés, ne pourraient pas suffire A ce beau diadème éblouissant et clair; Car il ne sera fait que de pure lumière, Puisée au foyer saint des rayons primitifs, Et dont les yeux mortels, dans leur splendeur entière, Ne sont que des miroirs obscurcis et plaintifs!» — Charles Baudelaire Benediction When, on a certain day, into this harassed world The Poet, by decree of the high powers, was born, His mother, overwhelmed by shame and fury, hurled These blasphemies at God, clenching her fists in scorn: "Would I had whelped a knot of vipers — at the worst 'Twere better than this runt that whines and snivels there! Oh, cursèd be that night of pleasure, thrice accurst My womb, that has conceived and nourished my despair! "Since, of all mortal women, it would seem my fate To be my saddened husband's horror and disgust; And since I may not toss this monster in the grate — Like any crumpled letter, reeking of stale lust — "Upon his helpless form, whereby Thou humblest me, I shall divert Thy hatred in one raging flood; And I shall twist so well this miserable tree That it shall not put forth one pestilential bud!" Thus did she foam with anger, railing, swallowing froth; And, unaware of what the mighty powers had willed, She set about to draw Gehenna on them both, Eyeing the fire, considering how he might be killed. Meantime, above the child an unseen angel beats His wings, and the poor waif runs laughing in the sun; And everything he drinks and everything he eats Are nectar and ambrosia to this hapless one. Companioned by the wind, conversing with the cloud, Along the highway to the Cross his song is heard; And the bright Spirit, following him, weeps aloud To see him hop so gaily, like a little bird. Those whom he longs to love observe him with constraint And fear, as he grows up; or, seeing how calm he is, Grow bold, and seek to draw from him some sharp complaint, Wreaking on him all day their dull ferocities. Cinders are in his bread, are gritty in his teeth; Spittle is in his wine. Where his footprints are seen They hesitate to set their shoes, mincing beneath Hypocrisy; all things he touched, they call unclean. His wife in public places cries, "Since after all He loves me so, that he's the laughingstock of men, I'll make a business of it, be an idol, call For gold, to have myself regilded now and then! "And some day, when I'm drunk with frankincense, rich food, Flattery, genuflexions, spikenard, beady wine, I'll get from him (while laughing in his face, I could!) That homage he has kept, so far, for things divine. "And, when my pleasure in these impious farces fails, My dainty, terrible hands shall tear his breast apart, And these long nails of mine, so like to harpies' nails, Shall dig till they have dug a tunnel to his heart. "Then, like a young bird, caught and fluttering to be freed, ('Twill make a tasty morsel for my favorite hound) I'll wrench his heart out, warm and bleeding — let it bleed! — And drop it, with contempt and loathing, to the ground." Meanwhile toward Heaven, the goal of his mature desire, The Poet, oblivious, lifts up his arms in prayer; His lucid essence flames with lightnings — veiled by fire Is all the furious world, all the lewd conflict there. "Be praised, Almighty God, that givest to faulty me This suffering, to purge my spirit of its sin, To fortify my puny strength, to bid me see Pure Faith, and what voluptuous blisses dwell therein. "I know that in those ranks on ranks of happy blest The Poet shall have some place among Thy Seraphim; And that Thou wilt at length to the eternal feast Of Virtues, Thrones and Dominations, summon him. "I know, Pain is the one nobility we have Which not the hungry ground nor hell shall ever gnaw; I know that space and time, beyond the temporal grave, Weave me a mystic crown, free from all earthly flaw. "Not emeralds, not all the pearls of the deep sea, All the rare metals, every lost and buried gem Antique Palmyra hides, could ever seem to me So beautiful as that clear glittering diadem. "Of Light, of Light alone, it will be fashioned, Light Drawn from the holy fount, rays primitive and pure, Whereof the eyes of mortal men, so starry bright, Are but the mirrors, mirrors cloudy and obscure." — Edna St. Vincent Millay, Flowers of Evil (NY: Harper and Brothers, 1936) |
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Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe
Faust Part I Dedication Again you show yourselves, you wavering Forms, Revealed, as you once were, to clouded vision. Shall I attempt to hold you fast once more? Heart’s willing still to suffer that illusion? You crowd so near! Well then, you shall endure, And rouse me, from your mist and cloud’s confusion: My spirit feels so young again: it’s shaken By magic breezes that your breathings waken. You bring with you the sight of joyful days, And many a loved shade rises to the eye: And like some other half-forgotten phrase, First Love returns, and Friendship too is nigh: Pain is renewed, and sorrow: all the ways, Life wanders in its labyrinthine flight, Naming the good, those that Fate has robbed Of lovely hours, those slipped from me and lost. They can no longer hear this latest song, Spirits, to whom I gave my early singing: That kindly crowd itself is now long gone, Alas, it dies away, that first loud ringing! I bring my verses to the unknown throng, My heart’s made anxious even by their clapping, And those besides delighted by my verse, If they still live, are scattered through the Earth. I feel a long and unresolved desire For that serene and solemn land of ghosts, It quivers now, like an Aeolian lyre, My stuttering verse, with its uncertain notes, A shudder takes me: tear on tear, entire, The firm heart feels weakened and remote: What I possess seems far away from me, And what is gone becomes reality. |
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A "Mood"
touching the depths of one's Soul filling the void with the beauty of you. Silence keeps the heart safe whispers of thought keep you near. Visions of yestur-year place kindness upon my heart. A "Mood" Namaste |
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I so love the collective mood here. It feels time to resurrect it to share and collaborate with new friends and long standing loves...
Enjoy! |
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Edited by
KiK2me
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Sun 01/13/13 06:22 PM
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Wow what a treasure trove of writing !
So much talent and so many contributers You ROCK FOLKS ! Thank You ArtGurl ! I am enjoying reading this a lot ! KiK |
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Here is one of my favs in classic poetry
The Highwayman By Alfred Noyes PART ONE I The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding— Riding—riding— The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. II He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin; They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh! And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky. III Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, And he tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred; He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord's daughter, Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. IV And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked Where Tim the ostler listened; his face was white and peaked; His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay, But he loved the landlord's daughter, The landlord's red-lipped daughter, Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say— V "One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I'm after a prize to-night, But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light; Yet, if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day, Then look for me by moonlight, Watch for me by moonlight, I'll come to thee by moonlight, though Hell should bar the way." VI He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand, But she loosened her hair i' the casement! His face burnt like a brand As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast; And he kissed its waves in the moonlight, (Oh, sweet, black waves in the moonlight!) Then he tugged at his rein in the moonlight, and galloped away to the West. PART TWO I He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon; And out o' the tawny sunset, before the rise o' the moon, When the road was a gypsy's ribbon, looping the purple moor, A red-coat troop came marching— Marching—marching— King George's men came marching, up to the old inn-door. II They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead, But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed; Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side! There was death at every window; And hell at one dark window; For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride. III They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest; They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast! "Now, keep good watch!" and they kissed her. She heard the dead man say— "Look for me by moonlight; Watch for me by moonlight; I'll come to thee by moonlight, though Hell should bar the way!" IV She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good! She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood! They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years, Till, now, on the stroke of midnight, Cold, on the stroke of midnight, The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers! V The tip of one finger touched it; she strove no more for the rest! Up, she stood up to attention, with the barrel beneath her breast, She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again; For the road lay bare in the moonlight; Blank and bare in the moonlight; And the blood of her veins in the moonlight throbbed to her love's refrain. VI Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear; Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance? Were they deaf that they did not hear? Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill, The highwayman came riding, Riding, riding! The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still! VII Tlot-tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night! Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light! Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath, Then her finger moved in the moonlight, Her musket shattered the moonlight, Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him— with her death. VIII He turned; he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood Bowed, with her head o'er the musket, drenched with her own red blood! Not till the dawn he heard it, his face grew grey to hear How Bess, the landlord's daughter, The landlord's black-eyed daughter, Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there. IX Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky, With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high! Blood-red were his spurs i' the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat, When they shot him down on the highway, Down like a dog on the highway, And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat. X And still of a winter's night, they say, when the wind is in the trees, When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, A highwayman comes riding— Riding—riding— A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door. XI Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard; He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred; He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord's daughter, Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. This work is in the public domain in the United States {Internet source} KiK |
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Hello KIK - thank you for stopping by and for the wonderful addition
It is a beautiful collective space that was created here. It is nice to stop back in it from time to time. You might also like the thread on Hafiz - a 13th century poet. His writing is passionate magic! http://mingle2.com/topic/show/25332 |
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A brilliant mix of pure soul touching bliss |
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Loving this ArtGurl! A treasure trove of expression!
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I would like to offer two from a favorite poet, Derek Walcott...
Love After Love The time will come when, with elation you will greet yourself arriving at your own door, in your own mirror and each will smile at the other's welcome, and say, sit here. Eat. You will love again the stranger who was your self. Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart to itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life, whom you ignored for another, who knows you by heart. Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, the photographs, the desperate notes, peel your own image from the mirror. Sit. Feast on your life. Derek Walcott And this, called Dark August... So much rain, so much life like the swollen sky of this black August. My sister, the sun, broods in her yellow room and won't come out. Everything goes to hell; the mountains fume like a kettle, rivers overrun; still, she will not rise and turn off the rain. She is in her room, fondling old things, my poems, turning her album. Even if thunder falls like a crash of plates from the sky, she does not come out. Don't you know I love you but am hopeless at fixing the rain ? But I am learning slowly to love the dark days, the steaming hills, the air with gossiping mosquitoes, and to sip the medicine of bitterness, so that when you emerge, my sister, parting the beads of the rain, with your forehead of flowers and eyes of forgiveness, all with not be as it was, but it will be true (you see they will not let me love as I want), because, my sister, then I would have learnt to love black days like bright ones, The black rain, the white hills, when once I loved only my happiness and you. Derek Walcott |
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Comfort me my friend
With your smile and warmth Here, In this sheltered and peaceful place Happiness is home |
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Ode To A Naked Beauty ~ Pablo Neruda
With chaste heart, and pure eyes I celebrate you, my beauty, restraining my blood so that the line surges and follows your contour, and you bed yourself in my verse, as in woodland, or wave-spume: earth’s perfume, sea’s music. Nakedly beautiful, whether it is your feet, arching at a primal touch of sound or breeze, or your ears, tiny spiral shells from the splendour of America’s oceans. Your breasts also, of equal fullness, overflowing with the living light and, yes, winged your eyelids of silken corn that disclose or enclose the deep twin landscapes of your eyes. The line of your back separating you falls away into paler regions then surges to the smooth hemispheres of an apple, and goes splitting your loveliness into two pillars of burnt gold, pure alabaster, to be lost in the twin clusters of your feet, from which, once more, lifts and takes fire the double tree of your symmetry: flower of fire, open circle of candles, swollen fruit raised over the meeting of earth and ocean. Your body – from what substances agate, quartz, ears of wheat, did it flow, was it gathered, rising like bread in the warmth, and signalling hills silvered, valleys of a single petal, sweetnesses of velvet depth, until the pure, fine, form of woman thickened and rested there? It is not so much light that falls over the world extended by your body its suffocating snow, as brightness, pouring itself out of you, as if you were burning inside. Under your skin, the moon is alive. |
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