I am clingy.
Not by choice. I blame Love.

I blame what i don't
and cant control.

When i was 17, i met her. She turned
my world around. I fell for her.

I
fell
so
hard
that i dropped out of school in
the middle of my senior year in order
to spend more time with her.

With this, I was starting to set a bad
example not just for myself to learn later
on in life but for her as well.

Her father grounded her for two weeks
until she broke up with me. She was 14,
I just turned 18. I didn't understand why she
had to break up with me at the time.

Only later i found out it was because
of her dad and that her relationship with
her father and keeping things in order
at home was easier than trying to stay
with me in a relationship.

Sexually, i was her first.

She was my second.

Even though she
was my first,
Love.

First love

The One True love.

As she walked through the sand the waves kept up with her pace
It appeared that a light broke through the clouds, and shined upon her face
She walked so free without a worry or a care
The feeling I felt deep inside of me, was more than I could bear
I could sense the calmness in her soul
I could see her heart was pure as gold
The very thought of her would take my breath away
I was left speechless I had nothing to say.
For words would have ruined such a beautiful sight
This mystery woman whose face glowed from the light
The beauty she held, she was not aware
I saw all of this from a distance, as I tried not to stare
My heart was racing and my soul cried out
I wanted her know, I wanted to shout
I never felt love like this before
As she calmly walked on the sandy shore
I never felt such an emotion, it was such a strain
It seared through my heart and sent shockwaves through my brain
I saw my true love, my soul mate
She passed me by, and now it’s too late
If only I could have had the courage, If only I would have known
I could have been living a dream, instead of writing this poem.
Clay

wow, like always..

Thank You for all the replies!
I felt every one of them

:)

Thank you for the poem Clay
much appreciated